He was so scared of the world
That I could see the fear through his bones
His temple was strong enough
To not let anyone inside his chest
And the thought of him smiling
Made my lips curve upside a little bit
His eyes were full of dark stars
That wouldn't shine even in the sunniest of the days
His hands were always closed
In a fist that would kill anyone around
But something inside myself told me
That all he ever wanted, was to hug anyone around

He was so scared of the world
That for him, love meant to make them fear
Violent as hell, trying to hide in his shell
His eyes are no longer stars
And that's when I realize
He has seen something that destroyed himself
Still young, but so traumatized
I don't think he ever fell in love
Which destroyed my soul
Because I love him the most
Even if he is grabbing someone else's hands
And chokes her in the middle of the night
He would never do that to me

He was so scared of the world
His family is a shit as his whole being
Tired of pretending, he screams at the mirror
Does he feel like no belonging in his temple?
I guess is something more painful than looks
Maybe he is not happy with the soul he has
I know he would never look at me
His hands are red, still in a fist
His face gets darker every single second I turned to him
What would happen if I try to be his friend?
Maybe something would change
So I put my lovely bones on his shoulders
Just to realize he's really scared of me.

You call me babeAnd I don't understand whyThe reason behind it is blurry to my mindKeep telling me we are just friendsI said those damned three wordsYou don't seem to hearDeafening silence is filling my heartAnd honestly, I'm losing hope

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You call me babe
And I don't understand why
The reason behind it is blurry to my mind
Keep telling me we are just friends
I said those damned three words
You don't seem to hear
Deafening silence is filling my heart
And honestly, I'm losing hope

You call me babe
And I can't reply to it
Because then you'd smash my head
"We are just friends who should never kiss
So that we don't ruin this thing"
But what exactly are we going to ruin
If all you do is to call me babe?
Honestly, I'm losing time

You call me babe
And I can't stand it no more
You confuse me, all the seconds in my life
Are wasted in a wish that will never be
I'm suddenly moving on
And all you do is to keep crossing my mind
No wonder is there to be told
And honestly, I'm losing hope

You call me babe
There's this trip you've been into
Couple of weeks more
We would breath the same air
But people don't want us to be together
I don't think I still want this
But I'll try my best to figure it out
Honestly, I lost hope and time.

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