By: Mya..Love ya Allysen :)
Running From Fear With a Broken Heart
My heart is broken like your promises yet it is still beating, I don't know why I only feel pain and anguish. The only thing I do now is cry and bleed over what has disappeared or was never there. I thought I knew what love was but I was wrong, its nothing but lies and deceit. It has left me in the dark wishing, wishing i had never been alive. You made me feel like someone cared for me but that's a lie to. I wish i had never loved you or even met you. When you said those three words I thought my heart would jump out of my chest, but then you took them back and gave them to another girl. You don't care for me. If I jumped off a cliff you would just stand there and watch as I fall into the oblivion of death. My one wish was to be with you but that's gone now. I feel no sorrow for you only anger is left for you now, for what you have put me through. I went back to you thinking you had changed. Every one told me you were a jerk and that you were just using me, but i didn't listen i just ran back into your darkness. I should have listened to them, but its to late, you took my heart and crushed it. The words " I love you" is just a bunch of shit!!
