Idk where i'm going ? Idk where's my destination ? I was running from my own self but theres no escape ! My ankle twist and i fall on the ground ! I bend my knees and i'm crying my heart out !
Meri wajha se tm dono k beech main fasley ayen ye main nahi kr sakti ! Main chali jaun gi tm sb ki zindagi se dour ! Phr kbhi wapis nahi aun gi kbhi nahi !
I was crying my heart out when i felt someone's hand on my back ! I turned and saw zayan ! My heart is already broken ! His eyes were filled with concern! "Amzy ye kia halat bnayi hui hai ? Kia huwa!? Tm mona ki mehndi pe kyun nai ! Yahan kia kr rahi ho ! " he asked very politiely !
I hugged zayan and cried my heart out ! " zayan mjhe yahan se dour le chalo mjhe yahan nahi rehna ! " i said hide my face in his necks curve ! He pick me up in a bridal style and open his car's door ! He laid me on the passenger seat ! And ask me where to drop ! I told him the way to mona's house !
We reached at mona's house ! He parked the car in parking lot ! I was about to open the door when he spoke up " amzy kia abhi bhi tm mjhse pyaar krti ho ? Mera wada hai main tmhen yahan sb se dour le jaun ga aur kbhi wapis nai aunga " .
Some drop of the tears fell from my eyes! I noded my head lightly ! "Mere sath andar chalo zayan ! " i said and now he noded and the he open the door of his car and came towards me to open the door ! I stepped out and we both went inside the house !
The lights were dull ! I can only sense dramatic saddness ! I stepped in i saw mona coming towards me ! Ali,fariyal,sain,waqas and ati all were standing there but my eyes are only finding one person ! Yeah shehry ! But he is no where to be found ! My heart broke in many pieces !
Mona caressed my cheek and asked "kidhar thi ? Pata hai hum sb kitna pareshan they ? " i looked striaght in her face and reply " sorry ! Dihaan hi nai raha ! Zayan se baatain krne main time kb guzar gaya feel hi nahi huwa " i lied and smile weakly !
Shehry came out from his room and my eyes statled on him ! When i again spoke up " mona teri shadi pe ek khushkhabri hai ! " mona looked at me like finding her answers !
"Main 1 maheeney bd zayan se shadi kr rahi hun " i said emotionless and zayan came by my side and stood with me ! I saw shehry's look a taken back there's only silence in the room ! Mona didn't said a single word ! I went to my room and sat on the bed !
Kaise ek jhatkeey main zindagi bdaal gayi ! Kaise sb kuch badal gaya ! Ye qasoor mera hai ! Sirf mera ! Ab bs yehi dua hai k mere chale jane k bd tm dono apni zindagi main agey barh jao !
I walk out from the house ! I was crying my heart out ! I lost everything !
Jisko apne ap se ziada pyaar kiya use hi mjhse cheen liya? Kyun kia ghalti thi meri ? Kyyun huwa ye mere sath ? Kyunn ???
Someone touched my shoulder i turn and see its mona ! "Shehry please aise mat tuto ! Tm hi tut gaye tou use kaise apna bnao ge ? " she said and i reply back "mona kaise use apna bnaun jb us k dil pe kisi aur ka nam likha hai ! " .
"Shehry wo tmhen pasand krti hai ye baat sb jantey hain magr mjhe kahen na kahen pata hai wo ye sb tm dono bhaiyoun k liye kr rahi hai ! Wo apna pyaar qurban kr rahi hai tmhare aur sain k liye " . mona said and i hugged her and cried my heart out !
Kyun kiya tou ne sain? Ek dafa bolta sb krdeta tere liye! Chor deta use tere liye ! Ek dafa bolta tou !
I was standing on the balcony and thinking to my self !
Meri ek wajha se aj 3 zindagiyan khrb hain ! Main zinda rehna bhi,deserve nahi krta ! Main ne apne bhai ka,pyaar cheen liya ! Main kyun itna selfish hogaya?
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yeh qasoor mera hai ! (dhoombros fanfic)Fanfiction
its about a girl who lost everything in just a matter of seconds! when she realized about it ! its too late to be good ! is she gona be guilt free? what gonna happened when she tries to fix up everything again ?