Will you Accept it?

Break down✨

Ashwin nodded and gave her a tight hug getting all the VIBE and positivity he needed before he jogged out of the room...

His eyes wandered across the hallway and the living room as he jogged passed it to move to the back yard...

Ashwin looked all around and found literally nobody and the only place left for him to look for was the little outside home... a little wood plank home which they had built as kids... which they tend to have modified and made into a teeny little crawl in area...

Ashwin walked to the place... taking long strides before leaving out a hugeeee sigh when he found her sitting inside...

When she looked up to see the owner of the strange footsteps she heard seconds back... their eyes met...

It was just for a second or two... but the emotions that rushed throughout their entire bodies was something that can never be explained with words...

She tried moving away on seeing him but couldn't do so when Ashwin caught hold of her wrist...

"Kanamma ... please..." Ashwin pleaded with his already weak tone making her feel a pang of STRONG EMOTIONS...

They walked back to their room as they pretty much knew that this discussion will not be a silent one...

Sivaangi walked in first followed by Ashwin as she soon felt a tight pull...
Making her fall back into the love cage formed by him...

He held her tight... as he buried his head into the crook of her neck...

"Sorry ma... sorry sorry sorry..." Ashwin placed multiple kisses on her shoulder...as he mumbled those sorries directly on her skin as if those could go into her Atleast...

All Sivaangi did was to try pulling herself out of his grip but her heart wanted her to stop that and be with him...

'A sorry willl not change what he did to you...' screamed her mind...

When Ashwin got nothing as a reply... he turned her to him... with her nose now pushed onto his and foreheads pressed tight...

"Pesu Sivaangi en kitta... please... en kitta sollu... ellame sollu ma...
Naan pannadhu thappu dhan... sorry... aana please pesama mattum irukadha..." he said as he took her right hand into his and brought it up to place a kiss on it as if that was his assurance...

"Idhe dhane Ashwin Nethi naane solla vandhen ..." She said making Ashwin loosen his grip...

That was when Ashwin's eyes caught hold of the emotion less, lifeless face of hers...And all that it did was to let out lifeless tears...

'Enna da panni vechirka...' Ashwin's brain screamed as he soon pulled her into a hug...
Hugging her tight enough as if... him letting go of her would make her stay away...

"Sorry ma... Sorry... Naan pannadhu romba thappu dhan...
Adhuku enna adi... thittu... en kitta sanda poduuuu....
Aana... please don't stay silent or walk away...

Edho pannudhu ma..." he said as he weeped like a baby on her shoulders...

Sivaangi stood there witnessing this VULNERABLE state of Ashwin for the very first time...
Whenever she came to him crying... it was always him who consoled her and calmed her down...

But this... this was a whole new side...

'Is this how much I affect him?' Thought Sivaangi who saw him cry on her...

She wiggled herself off his grip and walked into the closet...
Leaving behind a confused and hurt Ashwin...
Who plopped on the bed and sat staring at her disappearing figure...

Ashwin's feet kept tapping new rhythms which were good enough for Vijay Antony to use in his future music...

That was when the door of the closet opened...

"Ashwin... inga VA da..." she said stressing in the VA DA as his head spun to the direction...
Doctor na... fracture lam aagadhaaaaa?

He quickly jumped off the bed and walked like a lost kid to the closet... hesitating to look in...

"Ulla VA da! Vella ninna? Manippu venumaaaa venamaaaa?" She asked as he quickly without a second thought walked in making her chuckle...

If it was the usual Ashwin... he wouldn't have let her speak another word... and locked her up... but this Ashwin...

When Ashwin entered he gasped looking at all the set up she had made...

The walk in closet was completely lined with their favourite COMFY MUMFY (the comforter was named that way by them)

There were many pillows arranged and Sivaangi was already settled on one side patting on her other empty side...

When Ashwin stood rooted... she tapped and glared...
"Varuviyaaaa illa epdi?" She asked as he like an obedient kid nodded and sat beside her...

"Mani... Manich... Manichitiya?" He asked looking at her as she maintained a straight and not so affected face...

She loved this ASHWIN for some cute reason...

"Apdiyaaaa?" She asked looking at him...

He scrunched his eyebrows as he looked at her...

"Apdi illaya?" He asked crossing his legs and turning to her...

"Apdingraaaaa?" She asked pouting and biting onto her inner cheeks...

"Apdi irukalame...." He pleaded...

"Apdi dhan...." She hummed and turned away making him change from a sad Devdas to a happy Romeo...

"Apdi dhana?" He asked with his excited tone...

"Apdiyeeeee dhan...." She looked back at him....
Smiling from ear to ear...

He pounced on her to hug her as tight as possible as if his life depended on her...

"Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you...."
He said as he placed kissed all over her face as she scrunched her face getting Drenched in his love...

"Seri Seri Seri... podhum... thallu!" She squealed...
As she pushed him away...

Ashwin grinned with a sheepish smile put on...

"Aama edhuku indha setup?" He asked looking around...

"Gyabagam illa?" She asked expecting an answer...

"Il...layeeee..." he dragged making her facepalm...

"Ayoooo! Nee waste uh! Po po..." she said as she humphed...

"En azhaguuuu ponneee... sollu ma please..." he said pinching her arms...

"Ayo... Namma chinna vayasula ipdi dhaneeee ukkandhu kadhai Solluvom..." she said blushing at his pickup lines as the past dawned on him bringing up an instant smile on his face...

"Seri... ippovachu sollu... ANDHA Raghoooo pathi sollu..." he said as Sivaangi fell back laughing at his annoyed face...

She composed herself and looked at him...
But that mere name pulled the smile away as she started...

"Adhu..." she started...

To be continued...

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