Perfect girlfriend

33.Hospital

Y/n's POV:

I never knew this type of pain exist. I now understand why some people wanted to die because of heartache. It's my first time experiencing this feeling and I don't know how to deal with it.

"I have to go." I said to Manu then turn around without waiting for a reply.

"Wait, wait Y/n! Where are you going?"Manu asked grabbing my arm.

"I don't know, I just need to clear my head." I said feeling numb. Manu sighed.

"Don't do anything stupid okay? call me if you need anything. Be careful please." Manu pleaded. I nodded my head then quickly turn to leave.

I have no idea where to go but my mind is on overload right now. I made my way home and started drinking whatever alcohol I have. I just wanted to forget whatever this pain I'm feeling. I turn off my phone the moment I saw those pictures and sent a text to Alycia. I don't know what did I do wrong for her to hurt me like this.

"Why?! I did my best to make her happy!" I yelled to no one. I'm drunk and been crying since I started drinking. I throw the bottle on the wall trying to release my frustration. I continue to drink until my body can't handle it anymore so I let myself drift to sleep hoping I won't dream about a green eyed girl who shattered my heart.

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I woke up with the worst headache I've felt in a long time. I look around and saw broken bottles scattered all over my living room. Fuck I drank 9 of it , that's a first. My clock says it's 10:30 so I slowly sat up forcing myself not to throw up. My back hurts from sleeping on the hard floor. I sat there for a few minutes until I decided to leave. There's too many memories here. I made my way to my car not bothering to change my clothes. I drive with no direction until I decided to go to my beach house. I raid my cabinets trying to find another set of alcohol. I got a big bottle then walk to the deck. Okay this is a bad idea, she's everywhere. Then I remember there's a hidden lake inside this lot that I bought.I'll just have to walk through a forest, but at this moment I'll do anything just to lessen this heartbreak that I'm feeling. I just hope I'll have temporary peace there.

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Alycia's POV:

I explain everything to Manu and thankfully he understand. I just have to find Y/n because she's what matters the most anyway.

"Is she at her house?" I ask Manu while we walk to where he park his car at the airport. I'm so tired from the flight but I don't wanna waste my time not finding Y/n.

"No, She told me she's not home so I didn't bother going there. I don't know where she is for the past 3 days, but she texted me that she's safe and beg to be alone so I let her. I'm worried but I know she needed this." Manu said looking stress.

"I never meant for any of this to happen. I'm so sorry." I said with a tear in my eye.

"I know. You should take a rest first. You look like you're about to pass out. We'll find Y/n." Manu said giving me a tired smile. We got situated in his car and he started driving to my house.

"Uhm can you drop me off at Y/n's instead?" I asked.

"Sure, maybe she's in there this whole time." Manu said chuckling.

We arrived at Y/n's house and her car is not here. Manu and I made our way inside and look for any sign of Y/n. We're greeted by alcohol bottles, some of it are broken and it looks like it's been there for days.

"Oh my gosh." I gasp. I didn't know it's possible to feel worst than I have for the past 3 days but this only shows that Y/n is so devastated about this whole drama. I didn't even notice I was crying until Manu rubbed my back.