Perfect girlfriend

27. Anniversary

Y/n's POV:

I am pacing back and forth in the restroom trying to calm myself and and stop over thinking. I heard everything Alycia and Garret are talking about. The way she laughs at his jokes and the way he's looking at her. She looks like she's really enjoying his presence, but his comments about flying Alycia anytime she wants really gets to me. I know Alycia is really friendly and she doesn't seem to be interested in him in that way, but my insecurities are getting the best of me. I mean he's handsome, have a stable job and probably know a lot about girls and this is my first relationship, I'm a girl with extra appendage so how can I compete with that?
I splash water on my face to cool myself down. I heard a knock on the door so I made myself presentable.

"It's me baby, are you okay?can you open the door please?" I heard Alycia said. I took a deep breath and open the door. She came in and locked the door again before facing me.

"What's wrong, everything okay?" She asked, studying my face.

"Yeah everything's fine, don't worry. We should probably get back to others." I said smiling at her and going to the door. She grab my hand though and hold my face with both her hands.

"Come on Y/n, don't lie to me. I know something is bothering you since last night." She said softly.

"It's nothing, it's stupid anyway." I said. I don't want her to think I don't trust her because I do. The problem is myself.

"It's not stupid if you're thinking about it. Talk to me. We promised to be honest with each other. Please baby, I don't want you stressing about something." She said. I sighed and look at her.

"Do you think Garret is a good catch?" I asked quietly. She looked surprised and confused by the question but answered me anyway.

"Well I think so.He got the looks and personality.I think he's also a responsible man." She said honestly. Okay so he has a good impression on her.

"Did you enjoy talking to him?" I asked again. She just answered my question patiently.

"Yeah, He's fun to talk to."She said. I avoided her eyes and took a deep breath.

"Is he your type or do you think you can fall for someone like him?" I asked looking down at the floor. She didn't answer for a few minutes so I look at her face and saw her staring at me intently.

"I don't have a type, and he's good and all but I don't see myself falling for someone like him because I got the best already. Where are these questions coming from, what's going on?"She asked with furrowed eyebrows. I look at her then walk back to the sink.

"I think he likes you.I see the way he looks and talks to you since last night." I said.

"No he doesn't, and even if he does, I don't care because I'm never gonna like him back. Is that why you've been extra protective of me since the plane? are you afraid I'm going to fall for him?" She asked a little upset. I remained silent because I don't know how to reply to that since she got it right.

"Don't you trust me?" She said quietly. I quickly turn around and face her.

"Of course I trust you babe. It's my insecurities okay. It's not your fault. I just, when I noticed him took a liking at you. I can't help but think that he's better for you. I mean he's a man, perfect boyfriend material, he probably know how to treat you better, because let's be honest,this is my first relationship, I don't know if I'm doing right.I'm not even normal physically. How can I compete with that?" I said, my voice cracking so I cleared my throat and close my eyes and take a deep breath. I felt Alycia wrap her arms around my neck so I opened my eyes and look at her.

"Listen to me okay. I want you to know that there's never going to be a competition ever because it's always going to be you.He may be an expert when it comes to relationships but I promise you're doing better than most guys ever did for their partners and you're normal, you're just extra special and I'm the luckiest girl in the world to call you mine so there's no way I'm leaving you for just anyone. Don't worry about anyone stealing me away from you because there's no way I will allow that. If anything I should be the one who must be worried, you're every girls dream come true.I just so happened to be living that dream."She said smiling at me lovingly. I can't help the tear that rolls down my cheek because of the overwhelming emotion that I feel for this woman, so I pulled her close to me and hugged her tightly.