Angel - Shinsuke Kita X reader

Chapter 5

Kita and y/n walked into the sports hall, where they were greeted by a gaggle of sweaty boys. Kita smiled at y/n and squeezed her hand, "it will be alright." She nodded her head at him and squeezed his hand back signifying that she's fine.

He let go of her hand and went to talk to the boys, leaving y/n stood. Alone.

"Is that your girlfriend Kita?" The boy shook his head, "I'm afraid she doesn't like me like that. She sees me as a friend and I'm willing to respect that."

"Have you even asked her?" Aran questioned, "I mean no..." Kita said, "but I can see it in her eyes."

"Whatever you say man," he said looking over at y/n. "Why is she even here ?"

"She wants to be a manager, do you know where the coach is?"  Everyone pointed towards the end of the hall. Kita bowed and grabbed y/n's hand. "Let's go..." he said to her.

He walked her over to the coach and asked, "is it okay if she becomes manager?"

The coach looked at Kita and then at y/n, "I don't mind do you?" He said looking at the supervisor. "No , not at all... We've been in need of one."

"Will you be able to handle the work load," y/n nodded. "Of course I'll be able too , don't you worry." She smiled at the men and gave them a thumbs up. "Okay you've got the job, I'll introduce you to the team..."

Kita punched her lightly in the arm, "knew you could do it." He smiled, she wrapped her arms around him, at least we can stay together now. Kita enveloped her, he thought y/n was the cutest.

"Even still, I want you to make some friends." He smiled, y/n looked up at him. "Why do I need friends when I have you?" Kita chuckled , "because I'm not enough y/n. You need someone else to lean back on when I'm not there."

"I'll try I guess," y/n muttered. Knowing damn well she didn't want anyone but Kita. Him saying that though made her wonder. What if he said that to get her off his back, so that he'd have more time to spend with a different girl...

What if he did it because he didn't want to be her friend anymore...

What if...

What if....

All these what if's circled in y/n's mind. She was so scared that she was going to get abandoned again...

I mean, it was not like her father actually abandoned her... but at the same time he did.

It was apparent she had trust issues...

Kita looked at her distressed face and patted her head, "Hey I'm still your favourite though right?" She nodded, "wouldn't have it any other way." And just like that all her worries dissolved into nothingness.

"Are you gonna watch our practice?" Kita asked, y/n nodded. "You better walk me home afterwards though," she added.

"Just me and you? Or would you like to get to know the boys aswell?" Y/n smiled, "I'd prefer it if ur was just you and I today but-"

"No buts, the both of us will walk home together. Just us." He smiled, jogging off to his place.

Y/n watched Kita play, it's safe to say he wasn't the best player on the court, but he still stood out in an extraordinary sort of way. After practice he jogged up to her and attempted to give her a hug.

"Ew get off me you stink." She said shoving him off of her.

"What do you not like my natural musk." He said lifting up his arms. "No I do not. Your fucking disgusting Suke."

"Is your dad back today?" Kita asked y/n. "He is, and is slag of a girlfriend isn't back until next week. So it's just gonna be me and him. I'm so excited. You should come over, he loves you Suke."

"I might do, let me just text my grandma." He said whilst already texting his grandma. But what he didn't know was , that today was going to be life changing for not just him but y/n too.

"My grandma said I can come over, I just need to change and clean. Is that alright y/n."

"Yeah that's all good, it will give me and my dad time to clean the house before you come." She smiled at him, "I'll see you later Suke." She said before waving at him and walking into her home, only to find someone who wasn't her dad.

"What are you doing here?" Y/n asked.

"Your daddy's gonna be longer then expected darling, so I guess it's just me and you." Sara spoke from her disgustingly fake lips.

"You weren't meant to be here until next week." Y/n spat.

"Plans change baby, you haven't half changed have you." She said poking at your stomach. "No wonder your ex didn't want you, I wouldn't even want you she said wandering her eyes up and down your body. You're no longer good for your job. She squished y/n's face and puckered her lips. "Yup, ugly." She smacked her.

"Daddy won't want you no more once he sees how ugly you are. That's why he isn't here, he doesn't want you y/n. No one wants you... It would be so much easier for all of us if you just joined your mother. Your stupid friend doesn't even like you, he's only friends with you because your dad asked. If daddy didn't ask no one would bother with you. Who even wants a skank of a friend anyways."

"Sara be quiet. Just shut up..." y/n yelled.

"Why what I'm saying is true isn't it... Oh and I know what happened between you and that little boyfriend. How the hell did you manage to do that slut. If I was your boyfriend I would've done more then send you to hospital..."

That was her last straw. It's one thing making fun of her.. But bringing up the ex who allowed her to get RAPED by one of his close friends and then blaming HER. Bringing up the ex who beat her up to the point she thought suicide was the only answer. Bringing up the ex whose still friends with her abuser to this very fucking day. Was wrong, dead wrong.

Y/n couldn't speak , nothing but tears streamed from her eyes. "Don't talk about what you don't know."

"What I don't know," Sara laughed, what I do know is that you're a cheating whore. You weren't good enough for him, you won't be good enough for Kita and your definitely not good enough for your father. Face it y/n your useless, irrelevant, unnecessary. Please just do us all a favour and die. Properly this time, I don't know how many times a person can attempt and fail. Each and every time."

Y/n ran upstairs and shut her door.

She sent her father a text, asking him how long he'd be. He replied instantly of course saying that he was held back by work. Which was true, but y/n didn't know this...

Sara's words fractured y/n's soul. She believed in each and every word that was said.

"You dress like a slut. That's why he did it. It's your fault y/n if you weren't such a fucking slag this wouldn't have happened. You pretend to be so cute and innocent, I know you. It's an act, if you weren't a slut this wouldn't have happened. Unconscious or not you chose to wear that outfit. So you basically gave him permission." Her ex boyfriend's words played in her mind Over and over again.

It was like a trance, she didn't know what was going on. Y/n grabbed a pen and paper and scribbled something down quickly then headed to the bathroom.

She sent Kita and her father a single text saying

I'm sorry xx

What did she mean by that though?

Y/n was practically unconscious , the words of her ex and the words of Sara merged into one. Her hands shook as she took the pill bottle and knife.

She took a handful of pills and swallowed them whole, then slit her wrists than sat in the bath. Waiting.

Waiting for her mother.

Her mother to come save her from this blasphemy.

From this disgusting world.

Her mothers presence left as quickly as it came...

Just as she was about to reach out to her, she could practically feel her fingertips in her grasp that familiar embrace...

She was greeted by him...

Shinsuke Kita...

"You're lucky I found you Angel." He said stroking y/n's cheek, his eyes puffed and red...