𝟮𝟲. capri blue

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𝟮𝟲. capri blue
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there are losses that rearrange the worlddeaths that change the way we see everything and grief that tears everything down

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there are losses that rearrange the world
deaths that change the way we see everything and grief that tears everything down.

pain that transports you to an entirely different universe
even when everyone around you thinks nothing has really changed.

at the start of each day, there is a moment where you realise that there is a part of you missing
sometimes it's manageable and sometimes it not.

and when being asked to describe what it is you feel and it feels as if you're never going to be able to find your way back home

yet you yearn to be home, just one more time
flooding your brain with grief and loss.
getting told that it'll get better, and that time is the best medicine to heal.

but sometimes we don't want to heal because the pain is the last link to what we have lost.

it's hard to turn the page, when you know that, that someone won't be in the next chapter
yet the story must go on.

leaving you to wake up every morning only to realise they are gone, over and over again.
as in a blink of an eye, they were gone

leaving you behind.

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lying in the comfort of her own sister duvets with the blanket wrapped over her body and tucked neatly under her neck

smelling in the scent of the brunette twin that had bled out in the blonde twins arms

the moment haunting her, hearing her own pleads and cries begging her sister not to leave her
she didn't blame her

this world was cruel
and now aven was at peace, letting the harmony fill her body and allowing her soul to rest

probably drinking tea with martha and catching up with their parents
with dad making fun of her while they spit out their cringey jokes

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