The Gang Leader's Possession

Chapter 18

Alessandro's pov:

"Andro"

I turned my head so quickly that it almost hurt

Jasmine was standing there with her little bear in her hand

"Jasmine go upstairs" I heard Xavier say behind me

God fuck him and his witchy girlfriend

Thank God the bullet wasn't near Jasmine I would've flipped....probably much worse than just that

So the name's Riley?

She's crazy why would she ever come here if she knows I hate her

Does she know?

Maybe....I don't really care

I sighed looking at my little precious girl "Tesoro go back upstairs please" I feel like she's my daughter not sister after all she was born when I was 23, a fully grown man

For real sometimes I wish she was biologically my daughter, sounds weird I know but she has shitty parents and she's what got me going after......she left me

Jasmine's literally the only person I care about in my life

and I'd me damned If she sees me as the monster I am

"But I heard a big boom sound and yelling did riri do something bad?" Riri? She knows her?

Of-fucking-course she does

"No she didn't but you see jas I told you we're leaving for Italy and riri here doesn't want xavi to come with us" when you can't get rid of kids make the person you dislike look like a bad person they'll do all the guilty work with just one judgmental look

"Wait you planned to take Jasmine with you even if I wasn't coming" Ding ding

Xavi won a prize for pointing out the facts

"Yes Do you have a problem with that?" My brother's a scaredy cat just one look would make him shut up

"No" he mumbled quietly

Jasmine bumped my legs and stretched her hands up wanting me to carry her

I love how she still acts like a baby....so fucking cute

I picked her up and she snuggled in my neck

I sighed Ok I guess I'm too tired for this

"I'll give you 10 seconds for her to leave" such a shame

I kissed Jasmine's head
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Xavier's pov:

I practically pushed Riley out of the house

Thank God

"Why would you ever fucking do
That didn't I tell you about him?!" I said furiously

She could've gotten killed......quite literally

"I....don't want you to leave" she looked up at me with sad eyes

I sighed running a hand through my hair "You're make this harder you know " I chuckled

Like I'm the one that wants to leave

"I need you with me, you showed me what a healthy relationship looks like and....I want that. I want all of it with you" didn't I say she's making this harder

Man if she knew how badly I want it too

The fact that I tried my last name on her name and thought of kid names is a whole another level of want it

"Riley....you saw how Alessandro is. For fuck's sake if it wasn't for Jasmine he would've killed you Riley I'm not joking I told you once and I'm telling you twice, I'd rather take the pain of leaving knowing you're okay. Even though you got the human in me out....ask anyone in school you saw how surprised they were the first day in school. I was a monster, an emotionless monster but then you came....and I wanted nothing more than to have you in my arms but that's what normal people deserve I have to face the decisions I made when I was a stupid kid. When I went to Alessandro and told him I wanna join one of the gangs and now....I'm the leader. Do I regret going to him? For normal things yeah like the love I want with you but can never have. But I never had the power when it came to my parents when they were around they were so controlling. When I left them and went to him I felt free. Believe it or not Alessandro also loved someone she's the one who controlled him and he didn't even mind and then one day she just....left he never knew where she went and I bet he's still trying to find her. The thing is from my long ass speech that I'm saying right now-" I let out a forced chuckle "-I'm the one who ruined any chance for a normal life for me....and now I have to face the consequences but you? You can live a normal life baby....just a few months and you'll forget me. I can't stay Riley...I'm sorry I know you want me to but Riley you don't understand I won't be able to live if I saw your dead body. I won't, I can't and I don't want to. But I love you and always will, you're the one that cracked my stone heart and showed me what love is, what caring should feel like. Maybe we were healing eachother for other people?" Bullshit but I still smiled alittle

For someone else

From the day I made that deal with Riley I never looked at anyone else and when girls tried to hit on me I looked with disgust.

A tear fell from her eye

How the fuck do I manage to always make her cry?

But I stretched out my hand and wiped the tear away

She stared at me for a moment...just staring

Then she got closer to me and placed her hands around my neck "what If I said I love you too?" She didn't give me time to respond as she placed her lips on mine

Her lips were so soft and tasted like strawberries

I kissed back hard wanting to remember every part of her sinful lips

I pulled her closer by her waist and she tangled her hands in my hair

I bit on her lip but not hard enough enough to draw blood

She wanted to use tongue but I didn't allow it

Kissing with tongue reminds me of my one night stands but I never American kissed them

And I want this moment right here to live rent free in my head

And we kissed until my lungs completely gave out

We rested our foreheads on eachother and looked into eachothers eyes in silence

Knowing that even if we don't want it

this is goodbye
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Sorry I'm terrible when it comes to updating

I guess this one is sad

It's kinda boring but....meh I like it sad chapters are my favorite to write

Hope you enjoyed this chapter

Hugs and kisses from me 💋

K.m.