Toxic pt3

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Your pov:
So it's been 4 months since me and Scarlett broke up. I realised for both of us we had to break up. I wasn't living anymore. I moved into Jessica's for a bit then found my own place and moved out to New York. I've left greys anatomy as I just couldn't do it anymore. I'm leading a much simpler life doing the occasional modelling gigs but I'm trying to heal. It wasn't working.

Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels, but I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song, but I do, I do
Walked in, expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is, but I do

Scarletts pov:

Friends break up, friends get married
Strangers get born, strangers get buried
Trends change, rumors fly through new skies
But I'm right where you left me
Matches burn after the other
Pages turn and stick to each other
Wages earned and lessons learned
But I, I'm right where you left me

Y/n ending things with me was a slap in the face I needed. I got my shit together after her. I worked on myself and decided to change how I looked at relationships. It wasn't just about me and my needs. It broke me for the way it ended but I'm happy it did. I even have begun dating my co star Brie Larson.

Your pov-
I know I ended things with Scarlett but all I wanted was to be with her. Why did I have to feel this way. I look down at my phone and see Scarletts name pop up

Scarlett: hey y/n I was going through some old stuff and found your box that you kept in the loft with all your stuff in. I'm in New York tomorrow would you like your stuff back

You: hi, that would be great thanks. Where should we meet

Scarlett: I was thinking dinner at your favourite restaurant

You: sure. See you at 6 tomorrow. Safe flight

Time skip-

Me and Scarlett were catching up like we were just friends. It was nice until she asked.
Scarlett: have u met anyone new
You: no u?
Scarlett: ummm.....
You: you have. That's good I'm happy for you

I wasn't not happy for her. My heart dropped. I carried on eating and didn't look up at her.

Help, I'm still at the restaurant
Still sitting in a corner I haunt
Cross-legged in the dim light
They say, "What a sad sight"
I, I swear you could hear a hair pin drop
Right when I felt the moment stop
Glass shattered on the white cloth
Everybody moved on
I, I stayed there
Dust collected on my pinned-up hair
They expected me to find somewhere
Some perspective, but I sat and stared

Right where you left me
You left me no, oh, you left me no
You left me no choice but to stay here forever
You left me, you left me no, oh, you left me no
You left me no choice but to stay here forever

Did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen?
Time went on for everybody else, she won't know it
She's still 23 inside her fantasy
How it was supposed to be
Did you hear about the girl who lives in delusion?
Break-ups happen every day, you don't have to lose it
She's still 23 inside her fantasy
And you're sitting in front of me

At the restaurant, when I was still the one you want
Cross-legged in the dim light, everything was just right
I, I could feel the mascara run
You told me that you met someone
Glass shattered on the white cloth
Everybody moved on
Help, I'm still at the restaurant
Still sitting in a corner I haunt
Cross-legged in the dim light
They say, "What a sad sight"
I, I stayed there
Dust collected on my pinned-up hair
I'm sure that you got a wife out there
Kids and Christmas, but I'm unaware
'Cause I'm right where
I cause no harm, mind my business
If our love died young, I can't bear witness
And it's been so long

But if you ever think you got it wrong
I'm right where you left me
You left me no, oh, you left me no
You left me no choice but to stay here forever
You left me
You left me no, oh, you left me no
You left me no choice but to stay here forever

Scarlett: y/n you ok?
You: yeh I've just realised I have somewhere to be. I'll transfer you the money.
Scarlett: sit down y/n. I'll pay for dinner. What's going on
You: I miss you Scarlett. I know I know I ended things but I'm not moving on. I love you. Oh God.. oh, my God, that just came flying out of my face. I love you. I just...I did it again. I love you. I do. I just, I love you. And I have been trying not to say it. I have been trying so hard to just mash it down and ignore it and not say it... I am so in love with you. You're in me. You're like — it's like you're a disease. It's like I am infected by Scarlett Johansson and I just can't think about anything or anybody and I can't sleep. I can't breathe. I can't eat. And I love you. I love you all the time. Every minute of every day. I love you.

Scarlett: I love you. I do. I love you. I've always been in love with you. I will always be in love with you. We can get married. And you're gonna be an amazing actor . We're gonna have 2 or 3 kids. We're gonna be happy, Y/n/n. You and me. We're gonna have the best life, Y/n. You and me. You can't die, because we're supposed to end up together. We are meant to be. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

You: but what about your new girl

Scarlett: no one could ever compare to you y/n. This time things will be different. I've changed and I'm ready to be supportive and help you with your dreams. I'm so sorry for the mess I made. Please just come home. I miss you

You move over to Scarlett and kiss her. This kiss was long overdue but necessary. You both couldn't live without eachother but all you needed was time apart to grown

You: stay stay stay cos I've been loving you for quite some time no one else is gonna love me when I get mad.

A/n- ALL DONE!!!! I LOVED THIS AND THE TAYLOR SONGS WERE LITERALLY SO FITTING. I'm hyping myself up rn as I'm proud ok..... let me know what you think

Toxic pt1- blank space
Toxic pt2 - the last time
Toxic pt3- right where you left me. ( last speech part is from stay stay stay)

Also stream Red (Taylor's version)
And I know "we are never ever getting back together" would be appropriate but I knew they would do wasn't right hehe

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