*Ron's POV* (lets change it up a bit)
I had just finished breakfast and I was feeling a little overwhelmed and also a little confused. I mean Hermione and DRACO?? I thought she loved me and I loved... I thought I loved her but now I'm not too sure. I mean... I just don't know.
Actually who knows what I felt; I couldn't remember what I had felt for her during the past couple of months; maybe all of my feelings had gone or maybe they had gotten stronger, but I knew one thing, I would find out later.
If I was being completely honest I was really scared about later, Hermione was going to explain everything to me and I was scared about what I would find out. It sounds quite stupid; and god knows what Harry would say - or even Malfoy, if they found out how I felt so I knew I had to make myself look strong on the outside; even if I was shaking on the inside.
I stood up from breakfast, trying to keep in the shadows so no one would notice me or ask what was wrong, as it was evident something was due to the lack of food I ate this morning. Harry was the first person to give me a weird look; glancing between me and my plate. In an effort to make sure Harry didn't suspect anything I forced myself to eat some of the bacon on my plate, offering a weak smile to Harry before instantly regretting my decision and rushing out to the bathroom.
Once I got to the bathroom I leaned over the toilet expecting to be sick but nothing came up, just this awful retching noise. Sitting against the cold tile of the bathroom I attempted to regain my composure, taking deep breaths. Taking a few moments to think about the events that brought me to this I remember the first ever train ride to Hogwarts, meeting Hermione for the first time...
"Has anyone seen a toad? A boy named neville's looking for one... Oh are you doing magic? Let's seen then" This girl said as she came into the compartment, her face turning into a smug grin with a hint of interest. I knew I couldn't blow it so I had to make sure this spell worked. Clearing my throat and holding my wand high while pointed at Scabbers.
"Sunshine Daisies Butter Mellow Turn this stupid fat rat yellow" I said as the rat flashed for a moment; before nothing happened. I offered a weak smile to the girl with a hint of a grimace. She just shook her head.
"Are you sure that's a real spell? Well, it's not very good, is it? Of course, I've only tried a few simple ones myself but they've all worked for me. For example: Oculus Reparo" She said as she fixed Harry's glasses. Just then her eyes darted to his forehead.
"That's better, isn't it? Holy cricket! You're Harry Potter! I'm Hermione Granger. And you are?" she said with a hint of... disgust? Uggh she seems like such a know-it-all.
"I'm Ron; Ron Weasley" I said and within the slight glare I got from her I could also see a hint of a smile, maybe we could be friends? Of course, if she wasn't a know-it-all all the time...
Coming back out of my thoughts I realised that I needed to get back to the great hall for me to meet Hermione. I suddenly felt very sick but I knew I couldn't put it off.
Making my way back to the great hall I started to think about quidditch instead, of possibly being able to be keeper again this year. I mean, having 'Harry Potter' as your best friend really does help when it comes to things like that.
"Ron!" Was the first thing I heard, waking me up from my daydream to see Hermione calling me over to her and Harry. Once I got to then I said
"Okay, I'm ready" while hopefully sounding like I meant it. They just nodded and we walked out the great hall to start.
I'm not sure what room we went into really but I followed along, kind of regretting not eating more now my stomach was rumbling and breakfast was now over.
"Right Ronald," Hermione started, me grimacing at the way she used my full name. "I'm going to give you the book that I've written every detail down in, take as much time as you need to read it, don't take too much in at once. If you feel overwhelmed then don't hesitate to stop...."
Hermione kept on talking but I kind of tuned out. It was getting a bit much and my mind was wandering to more important things. Perhaps I could make her love me again? She still has a hint of feelings for me so if I use the book and potion to get her back it might work. I'll take my time reading it and then I'll be able to make her love me again!
----------------------------------------------HEY GUYS!!!! I updated??????? I had to give myself time to become in love with Dramione again as I had lost my love for the ship and now I'm back with a bigger love than before! I hope you liked this update!
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Years of love (Dramione)Fanfiction
Hermione and Draco have had feelings they can't explain from 3rd and 4th year. When they come back to red their 7th year, will they discover what they are, and act on them?