Jaan

Part 43- No Way

He opened his eyes and sat properly looking at me as I felt awkward. I got caught.

"You love me" he added out of the blue.

"What?" I asked confused.

He got up getting close to me.

"Why are you pushing me away if you love me?" he asked.

I turned around not wanting to face him to say what I was about to say next.

"It doesn't matter how much I love you. We cannot be together anymore Aslan. You need to understand that and leave." I was holding back my tears.

"Stop it already. I've been waiting for you for almost a month. I don't know what you're trying to play but it's not fun." he's not believing me.

"I'm not playing any game. I am telling you right in your face..." I turned around facing him.

"We need to end this." I added as I saw hurt in his eyes.

"Why? I don't get it. Give me a fucking good explanation to accept that. What is it huh? Or should I ask...who is it? Who is making you leave me? Fucking explain yourself!" he yelled in frustration. He's swearing because he's mad.

I am ready to see this side of him without complaining because I deserve it.

"Stop yelling at me. Even if you keep on doing so, my decision stays the same. It's over." I said.

"I don't fucking care. That child is mine. And I will raise him with you." he said.

"I don't want you to be around me. I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. I am not going to risk my life anymore." I stated.

"And I am telling you that I don't care anymore. You were mine and you are still mine." he said before grabbing onto my waist just like he did last night.

Pulling me to him, he was staring deeply into my soul before he harshly pressed his lips on mine as I was struggling for him to let go of me.

When I finally succeeded in pushing him away from me, I slapped him across the face as I was in full anger.

"Leave" I said in a cold tone.

I was hoping he would finally understand but I was wrong. He pressed his lips on me once again forcefully kissing me as I pushed him again. I was about to slap him again when he grabbed my arm stopping me from doing so.

"Slap me again and I'll kiss you again" he said.

I kept telling myself to not break in front of him. To not show him my weakness but it was getting too hard for me. How long will I be able to fight?

I dropped down bending as I hided my face to cry. I'm tired already.

"Just leave...why can't you understand me..." I asked sobbing.

I felt him getting down to me as he wrapped his arms around me. I wanted to push him away but I knew it was useless and I also wanted him to keep on holding me.

"Fighting me back won't do anything Adalina. I'm not leaving you." he said.

We stayed like that for what seemed like forever holding each other while I wasn't able to hold back my tears. A few minutes later, I moved away from him wiping my tears away with my hands.

"Stay if you want but...I'm not yours and you don't get to decide what I do with my life even if we are married. Don't approach me." I said before turning to go into my room.

I locked myself in my room not wanting to face him. I know he won't leave. I let out a sigh at the thought.

How do I make him leave?