Soft Tears ◇ SoKi

2.05

As I said before this is 2.0. But it starts right at the end of the last segment.
Also TW. Like shit gets descriptive- You know me and my angst 😀

Kidd's pov

Right after that promise, I knew something was off. But alas, I continued to walk down the labyrinth of my school. Reaching the entrance I see Soul waiting for me and he's smiling. He made me get into the habit of skipping school, but we won't talk about that.

"Hey you didn't have to wait for me" I lightly punched his shoulder in which resulted in him laughing.

"Well if I didn't, you'd have to walk home" he tilted his head at me and I just sighed.

"Well I mean I have my skateboard. Rode that in the desert before so I mean I don't think I'd struggle getting home." I put my hands on my hips and imagined a spotlight on myself. However this was quickly ended by Soul's next remark.

"Heh- that's not the only thing you have rode" Soul smirked and my face turned bright red.

"SOUL!" I stomped away from him and headed down the stairs.

"Hey I'm not wrong," he chased after me and put his hands on my waist, "which was more fun?"

"Soul Evans. I swear I will kiss you on the mouth to shut you up." I turned to face him and scowled at him and he just chuckled.

"Then I shall continue to speak" he smirked at me and I rolled my eyes.

"Shut up." I pulled him closer and gave him a quick kiss. And he seemed satisfied.

"Ok let's go now" he smiled at me.

~time skip~

Once we arrived home I immediately remembered what Maka had said. What was she talking about? I look over to see Soul playing on his phone.

"Hey Soul?" I finally speak up.

"Hmm?" He pauses his game and comes to sit by me on the couch.

"Did you perhaps talk to Maka?" I look at him and he nods, "was it about us?" My eyes semi widen when he nods his head once more.

"I thought I should tell her. She seemed understanding. But maybe she's just doing that. I don't know for sure but I mean she talked to you right?" He took my hand and held it seeming a little nervous.

"I mean yeah she did but not really. She asked me to be careful and promise to that. So I mean I did."

"Ok so she wasn't mad at you, thank god." He sighed out of relief. But I still had questions on how he actually talked to her.

~~Soul's pov takes place during last segment~~

Kidd had fallen asleep in class, not like him at all. Wonder if he's ok. Well I probably shouldn't wake him. And just then the bell rang. But he stayed asleep. I take this moment to talk to Maka.

"Hey uh Maka?" I poke her shoulder

"What is it Soul?" She beams with a smile, and I just respond with a sigh, "Soul? What's wrong?"

"I don't want to hurt you." My eyes start to water a bit and it is very uncool of me.

"I think I know where this is going" she sighs but puts her hands on my shoulders, "you make him happy, and he makes you happy. I'll still love you and I'll always be here for you. Thank you for being honest even if I'm the one who found out the words."

"Maka, thank you for that. Truly." I wasn't crying anymore and we gave each other a hug.

"Just be careful to him. He's fragile and not to mention the literal son of the Grim Reaper." She chuckled a bit at the last part.

"I promise."

~~ ok back to normal time ~~

Kidd's pov(also this will be where TW is. Read with caution.)

"Damn, she was really that calm?" I have a  highly confused look, which makes sense.

"Yeah, I mean maybe I should've put more faith in her. Rather than just assuming she'd be extremely pissed" Soul responded to my confusion.

'What if she does have a secret motive?' It's possible and I don't like thinking about it.

"Hey Soul I'll be right back ok?" I smiled at him and he raised an eyebrow.

"You ok?"

"Mhm!" And with that I headed to my bathroom. I sat down on the tile flooring and took some deep breaths.

TW MAJOR IMO

'She definitely has a motive.'
'What if she hurts Soul? It would be all your fault.'

"Voices, shut the fuck up. Please."
I spoke quietly. But their words only got louder. And that's when it hit me. 'It will be my fault if something bad happens to him.' I thought about doing something that I had t thought of for while.

Self harm. I had razors hidden in spaces nobody looked, so that in times like this, I can release some stress.

I decided to not do my arms. My legs hadn't been touched by my razors in a while. I hadn't changed out of my usual attire yet, so this was a perfect opportunity. Before I changed into my spare pants, I slid off my current pants and started.

The razor pierced my skin and glided like cutting butter. It was a new blade. As the blood was slowly leaving my body, I cut more, and more. And more. It was addicting. I felt so in control. But then I remembered, I said to Soul that I would be right back. And yet even knowing this, I cut more. But my arms and hips were the target this time. I felt like I was going crazy. Before I could continue, I squeezed the razor in my hand, instantly regretting it.
"GAH- fuck- oh shit." I yelped out in pain. Cover blown. I tried my best to clean my self up and do so fast. But my hand was basically useless. And then I heard his footsteps.

"Hey, are you ok?" Soul knocked on the door.

I was panicking, from realizing how much damage I had done to myself.
'Should I be honest. Yes'

"Soul help. Please." I began balling and he, once again, broke my door. And he immediately started to try and comfort me while finding the medical supplies i had in the bathroom.

"Kidd, please, what made you do this?"

"This will sound stupid. But it's you." I started crying even more as Soul was meticulously fixing my arms, legs, and hips.

"Kidd, I-" I could tell he felt like shit now too.

"But even so, thank you." I weakly leaned forward and kissed him softly.

To be continued 😨

~I'm back my favorite sluts 😫😫

Love you guys kiss kiss. Literally this part made my brain go 😃Also finished writing this part at 2 am so expect errors.

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