Chapter 19

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Walking into the clubhouse I noticed the atmosphere was dull. No music, no chatter, no life. Everyone was in there own little world, captured by there own thoughts. My dad was no where to be seen and I was greatful for that. I didn't want to speak to him, I wasn't ready to forgive. What kind of man hits there own daughter? I don't even know why I asked Blaze to bring me here. Nothing good ever comes out of it.

"Ava can we talk?" Blaze asked knocking me out of my thoughts. What could he possibly want to talk about? Apologise for hurting me yet again? Tell me how sorry he was and that it wouldn't happen again? I let my guard slip at the hospital by asking him to bring me here and I wasn't about to let that happen again.

"Ava im-.."

"Sorry?" I asked cutting him off "You seem to be saying that a lot to me these days Blaze. Now what exactly are you sorry for now?" I asked knowing the attention was now on us. "Sleeping with another girl? Hurting me yet again? Or is it just a sorry let me back into your panties?" I snapped. This is always what happens, we can never seem to have a conversation without arguing and that is why we should never be together. "Come on Blaze" I laughed watching his eyes fall into slits "What is it you're apologising for this time?".

Taking a hold of my fore arm he dragged me out of ear shot and pulled me into my dads office slamming the door shut behind us. I would usually have reacted to him putting his hands on me, would have usually put up a fight kicking and screaming but by now I was used to it. " Did you bring me in here just to glare at me?" I asked

"Why did you ask me to bring you here?" He snapped. That was a good question. Why did I ask him to bring me here? Frowning I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth. "Come on Ava. Why did you ask me to bring you here?" He yelled storming towards me.

"I don't know" I snapped throwing my hands in the air. "I don't know" I whispered running a hand through my hair. There was something about Blaze. No matter what had happened or how much we fought and argued I always seem to go back to him. No matter how much I tried to fight it I couldn't. It was like a moth to a flame me being the moth I knew I was going to get burnt every time.

"You gotta do better than that sweets".

"What do you want me to say?" I roared my hands balling into fists "You think that if you apologise we'll just sweep what happened under the carpet? Pretend everything's okay?. I'm not one of those girls Blaze, you knew that the first time you layed eyes on me all those years ago" Catching my breath I closed my eyes and sighed. How much more was he going to put me through? More lies? More hurt? More tears? I didn't want to hurt anymore and I defiantly didn't want to cry.

"They meant nothing" Moving towards me slightly I shook my head holding up my hand. I didn't want him near me. I didn't want him to touch me.  "And I suppose the next one and the one after that will mean nothing too? I trusted you more than any other guy and you broke that. I gave you my virginity god". Already feeling the tears I tried blinking them away.


" Don't call me that" I spat "We agreed you'd leave me alone if I told you I didn't want you yet you still tricked me into getting me on my own. What is it that you want from me?".

" What the fuck is going on in here?" My dad roared bursting through the door. Quickly wiping my tears so he couldn't see them I caught the guilt in his eyes when they landed on my face. "Is someone going to tell me whats going on? You're giving the whole damn place a fucking show".

"Nothing I was just leaving" I sa catching the concern in his eyes. Oh so now he's concerned. Wasn't that when he smacked the shit out of my face.

"You are not going anywhere, sit" he yelled before turning and looking at Blaze "If you've hurt her I'll find out about it. Fucking sort your shit out the pair of you" Grunting he slammed the door shut behind him. Yeah and he was batshit crazy if he thought I was staying here. Walking towards the door I pulled the handle and cursed when it didn't open. He had locked the door, what was I some caged animal that needed sorting?

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