He's different

Chapter 7 || it's time to end things

I slowly open my eyes and look around at where I am, im in a hospital. The sound of the heart rate slowly gets louder. I sat up and blink a couple of times, why am I in a hospital, what happened. I noticed someone sitting in a chair in the corner... It's Jordan, is he asleep?. I cough loud to try and wake up Jordan, "Jordon..." I said slowly, he wakes up slowly like a baby, it's cute it makes me smile. I smiled as he got up, his eyes slowly widen as he was surprised about something, " Jace your smiling and your awake " he said while walking close to hug me " I love you " he cried.

I LOVE YOU

Those words echo through my head like it's been a long time since I heard those words, hearing I love you is the best phrase to hear. I kissed him " can we go home, " I said quietly, he looked at me and nodded.

Yes home, finally home. The doctor said I had a seizure on the pavement, what's strange is I don't remember having one... All I remember was that horrible face I saw before I passed out.

Jordan looked at me and giggled like a kid," what's so funny ?" I asked, he looked around the room like he was up to something then giggled again, " seriously what's so fucking funny " I said getting annoyed, he giggled again but this time uncontrollably then giggling got worst and went to more of a creepy girl giggling like there losing there head, I sat back away from Jordan as much of possible... Jordan's face started changing into a woman, the woman from my dreams, she got taller her face was distorted and her eyes were black like the black hole, her smile got bigger to point it's coming off her face, her waist was a snake tail. She quickly wraps around me with her snake body and squeezes all my organs out, my body starts melting and whats left is my bones I scream for help for Jordon

WAKE ME UP PLEASE

I woke up sweating like crazy, im in bed? I looked to the side at Jordan sleeping peacefully, I smiled knowing he's not dead. I got out of bed and walked to the window, I stared at the night sky with the beautiful moonlight, it reminds me of the time where I and Jordon had our first little picnic date that's the only reason why I look at the window at night because of that beautiful night I had with him.

Today is a day I will never forget, it aches my stomach even thinking about it. I was writing another book called " kiss my soul goodnight ", it's about a girl named Cindy, she's a popular girl with her two best friends, a new girl comes to her school. Cindy doesn't like her because she's stealing her boyfriend well that's what it seems to Cindy, Cindy has a class breakdown then walks out of the class, she gets a note telling her she can Grand a death wish, all she has to do is write the name of the person she wants dead on the note and the person dies either murder or accidental death.

I was just writing one of the death scenes at the table in the kitchen, Jordan was doing the dishes then suddenly out of nowhere, SMASH, I turn to sound on where it came from, I looked at Jordan with his back facing me, he dropped a glass, why, why did he do that? Did it slip out of his hands or was it one of his anxiety episodes. " Jordan? Are you ok " I asked, he turned around to look at me with tears in his eyes falling down like crazy, like a waterfall on edge, "i can't take it anymore, what's the point Jace, did you stop loving me? " he cried. I got no words, I don't know what to say, what do I do, I do love him but nothing coming out of my mouth.

POV: Jordan
Why did he stop, why did he stop showing love, he doesn't even say I love you any more or I love you too, what did I do wrong, what did I do to deserve this. I started breathing heavily, I want to break down, why isn't he saying anything, " I think we should have a divorce, " I said almost falling apart, silences, just silences, it was just us two looking at each other waiting for the next person to talk first. " Im sorry " he spoke, my eyes widen to rage " fuck you im leaving " I said as more and more tears fall down my face.

open door and head out. I left him I left him, I thought could never leave him, why didn't he have anything else to say like "please don't leave me im sorry we can fix this", why did he say it like that or something different like every other relationship dose, why did he just say im sorry, god this hurts so much, I wanna throw up my stomach is twisting, it feels like snakes moving in my stomach.

I got a taxi to my best friends flat, her name is Annie we have been my friend since secondary, she knows how to cheer me up whenever me and Jace fight but this time I don't know how she will cheer me up. I knocked on the door twice, Annie opened the door and greeted me, I sat down on her sofa my eyes were super tired from crying so much, she sat next to me and said " what happened Jordan, tell me but take your time" I sighed and spoke in a shaking voice " I decided I wanted to divorce him, I left him I couldn't take it anymore ", she held both of my hands " its ok, you did what you had to do" she said while trying to comfort me the best she can.

We talked for a long time, I explained everything to her. for the whole night we watch movies and eat pizza, she said she'll help me with the divorce papers.