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My eyes are still wide as hell while he is slowly kissing me. Compare to Luther's kiss, his kiss is so soft. It's too gentle, too slow and too kind. It feels like he's kissing the most important thing to him. Like his lips is touching a glass figure and he is too scared that it might break. I followed his slow movements and I copied it. I follow his moves, on how careful he is. He then stopped and moved his lips away a little from me but our faces are still closed from each other. He swallowed and he moved away from me. I touched my lips and I could still feel him. Nakatalikod na siya sa akin ngayon at hindi ako magawang tignan.

"I-I think I should go home. Mauna na ako." He said and he stood up.

Kinuha niya ang bag niya at mabilis na lumabas ng kwarto ko. Huli na nang magsink in sa akin na umalis na siya. Hindi ako makapag isip nang maayos. Para akong naglo-loading at hindi maka get over. Fuck! Did we really kiss?! I sat on my bed and slapped my face.

"Really, Ritsumi?! Nakipaghalikan ka kay Axel?!" Gulat na tanong ko sa sarili ko.

Hinawakan ko ulit ang labi ko at pakiramdam ko pulang pula na ang mukha ko. I was just joking but he didn't get it. Kasalanan ko rin naman dahil hindi ko sinabing nagbibiro lang ako. But why did he do that? Did he kiss me because I got mad at him? Shocks!

I convinced myself to call him and to ask if nasa bahay na ba siya pero hindi ko magawa. Nakakaramdam ako ng hiya sa hindi ko malamang dahilan. Bakit ba ako nahihiya? Si Axel lang naman 'yon! Pero bestfriend 'yon ni Luther! And I kissed Luther's bestfriend! Am I whore now? Parang tinutuhog ko tuloy silang dalawa.

Humiga na lamang ako ulit sa kama at napatulala sa kisame. I am convincing myself that it's fine. That it's just nothing. Hindi naman big deal 'yon. Pero baka kasi sakaniya big deal 'yon? He never kissed a girl, ngayon lang. At ako pa ang nakakuha non! I am his first kiss! The first girl that he kissed.

My phone suddenly rings and I grabbed it fastly. Umasa ako na siya ang tumawag to update me na nakauwi na siya but I was wrong. It's Ryoga.


"H-hello?" Nauutal na sabi ko dahil nasa isipan ko pa rin 'yung lintik na kiss na 'yon.

"Papasok ka ba bukas?"

"Hindi. Next monday na ako papasok. Why?"

"Let's meet tomorrow. May pag uusapan tayo."

"About?"

"Your revenge." He said and he ended the call.

Anong revenge naman ang sinasabi niya? Nantitrip nanaman ba 'to? Pinatong ko na lamang ang phone ko sa table at pinilit na matulog. Siguro naman kakausapin pa naman ako ni Axel no? Hindi naman siguro siya maiilang sa akin or what? I'll just sleep!




"Why, Ritsumi? Why did you do that?!" Luther shouted at me and he looks so angry.

His eyes are big as an owl and I started to feel scared. What did I do? Why is he shouting at me? Bakit siya nagagalit?

"W-what? Wala naman akong ginagawa." Pagpapaliwanag ko pero umiling ito sa akin.

"Sinungaling ka. Ang sabi mo ako ang gusto mo. Sabi mo, ako ang mahal mo."

"Ikaw naman talaga, Luther! What are you saying?! I love you."

"Then what is he to you?!"

Biglang sumulpot si Axel sa harapan ko na parang magic. He just suddenly appeared in front of us. Axel is innocently smiling at me while Luther is freaking mad.

"H-he is a friend!"

"A friend?! Do friends kiss?!"

Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig nang dahil doon. Biglang nanlamig ang mga kamay ko at akmang hahawakan ko si Luther pero kusang umatras ang mga paa nito. Hindi nakalapat ang mga paa niya sa sahig at patuloy lamang siyang umaatras palayo sa akin.

Stupid CupidTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon