I blush and I decided to..maybe tell him? right now? I'm stupid. "u-uhm..i..i like have like a..like what you have.." he cocks his head to the side kinda confused and I look away feeling way too fucking embarrassed rn.
"huh?"
"a..yk..a..dick-?" he backs away and looks me up and down, scoffs walking away. leaving me. nice.
I'm kinda shocked and annoyed at myself that I just told him that, and it's not like we haven't had intimate moments before it's just I've always made up excuses.
I shake it off and quickly headed to change having only 6 minutes left. once I'm on the field I see alot of people there, it doesn't make me nervous anymore but sometimes it can be a little nerve racking...
the whole game I missed like 3/5 fucking shots just cuz I was thinking about brandon. I'm such a fucking dumbass, pls. what if he doesn't like me anymore, does he think differently of me..he hates me right. whatever.
obviously we lost and ended up getting yelled at by our coach on the benches while the other team celebrated, wonderful.
going back to the locker room I pass drew and y/n
"hey, it's okay you guys did good" drew smiled, I shrugged. they both looked at me concerned.
"where are you going?"
"locker room" I spaced out
"can I come with?" I nod my head and drew says goodbye to both of us saying that she'll talk to us later. "are you good ma?" I tried not to cry, idk how I didn't earlier but I guess it just didn't hit me in the moment when he reacted like that..but now that I think about it..
I sniffled and y/n stopped in the hallway, "you told him?" I murmured a little yeah and she assumed that he ddint take it very well, she wrapped her arms around me and kissed my cheek telling me it would be okay. reality though..we aren't together anymore.
I gave her a small smile and walked in with her, most of the other girls had gone home and the others were walking out and talking shit about the other team. like always.
it was kinda silent and there was this weird tension, I grabbed my clothes and towel and told y/n I'd be right back.
"mhmmmmm" she continued to sit on the bench while I went back to rinse off
about a few minutes later y/n peaks in and scared the shit out of me. "fuck, what. yes? what do you need?" she looks at my naked body up and down making me kinda nervous and self conscious, that's when I realized she was naked..
"y/n..what are you doing.." she steps in and looks at me, I kinda cover my body up feeling insecure even though she knows.
"I wanna prove to you that it's okay." I furrow my eyebrows as she steps closer to me, her hands gripped my arms and moved them as she stares into my eyes and leans forward brushing our noses together until our lips meet. i didn't kiss back at first since I was kinda confused and taken back at the same time but I just went with it.
I felt y/ns hands feeling my torso and my body everywhere except for one place and I'm not even gonna lie to you. it made me hard. we started making out and our breathing got more heavier as both of us were under the water.
I shyed away when she got close to the little secret I had and she pulled away looking at me, since I've been with Brandon no ones really touched me in like a year in a half...that's kinda sad.
she grabbed my chin and rubbed my cheek with her thumb, "it's okay baby.." I whimpered and my eyes traveled down to where she slowly stroked me up and down. she began kissing my neck while going faster making me squirm and moan while throwing my head back.
"shhhh, see? you're so beautiful"
my breathing was heavy and her eyes were full of passion and lust and I started to lose myself in pleasure, her thumb rubbed over my tip making my eyes roll back. I continued to moan loudly as I reached the edge.
"mm he probably hasn't appreciated you hm? you have such a pretty dick baby..fuck I love it so much." y/n whispered in her ear, those words made billies knees grow weak and it threw her over the edge,
"i'm gonna nut..i'm gonna nut..fuck y/n.." she trailed off
billie moaned and whined through her orgasm, her legs shaking and her head thrown back, ropes of cum coming out while y/n praised her. oh fuck she loved it so much.
y/n hummed and got down on her knees licking her tip making billies hips jerk and finally kissing her again.
billie lifted her head up and her breathing was going back to normal, she looked at the other in disbelief.
wtf just happened.
A/N: not my favorite.
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