your boyfriend//AFTER DARK//

🌷 Chapter 4- Not so fast*⚠mild gore⚠*

"We're lost.. aren't we?"

"I suppose we are darling."

It was raining heavily as the day coninued on and nothing felt assuring, he's been aimelessy driving the car deep into the abyss all morning with you as your saviour's captive on the passenger side, each passing moment filled you up with anger, dangerous thoughts sprung out and coiled around your mind each time you wearily glance at the man beside you.

"Well.. when will we stop" you spat.

"Very soon, I promise you"

He's so thin..

You stare at his pale neck, planning how tight the grip would have to be in case you got to choking him.
Or will your conscience stop you after all. Either way you shouldn't feel the least bit bad for your captor. But, he saved me..

Out of the corner of his blue eyes, he noticed you staring and smiled.

"You know, sunshine, I think I need to come clear to you now" he tapped the steering wheel and took a sharp turn which pressed you up to the side.

He placed his hand ever your knee and squeezed it, causing you to look up at him.

All while you sat in the leather seat uncomfortably, it now felt so perplexing how he was just so confident to touch you or come closer regardless of your personal space or boundaries.

As if none of it ever supposed to apply to him.

As if that man already pushed beyond those boundaries long ago and countless times again.

"Honesty and good communication is necessary in healthy relationships. I'll be clear as water with you, so I will tell you what I want with you."

He said firmly.

Peter felt apprehensive.

He remebers you never responded well to him being vulnerable around you, because he can tell he can scare you too much.

You hold your breath until he continued-

"I'm so flawed unlike you, I know that I'm a horrible, horrible person who committed unforgivable things, I even killed your roommate because I'm so goddamn jelous. But you must trust me.

-My intentions in regards to you are only pure."

In the far distance something which sounded like a siren was ringing in the air. Unnoticed by both of you.

"I want to keep you safe. I want to love you. I adore you.

-Thing is you don't see what situation you're in, you don't have the hindsight I do. I know what's best.

-I know how to keep you alive so we don't have to go through anymore pain."

His muscles tensed as he shared this thought with you.

But that's it.
He's being weak.
You gotta train him to feel himself as lesser than you this way.
Break him down.

-"He'll be easier to control. You need the upperhand."

- a foreign voice unknown to you in your mind whispers-" if you want out of this game, break him y/n"

" ..Hey cockbite." Your venomous voice startled him, gripping him in your disdain followed by the silence.

You stare at his surprised expression with disgust, oh if looks could kill, though mental torture should be just fine enough.

He asks "What's wrong, now, are you angry at me..?"