life update: i got left on delivered for like A WHOLE DAY
let's go into details shall we.. BASICALLY i texted my ex bsf and now i feel fucking stupid. let's back track to seventh grade for this to make sense.
so a youngin val was friends with a dumbass we will call gregory (greg for short) because i fucking hate that name. anyways val had a HUGE crush on this fucker and HE KNEW, because i confessed to him about two weeks before the end of the school year.
and his response was that he KINDA felt the same way- which like take it or leave it so i TOOK it because as one desperate bitch does. fast forward like a couple days we have a cute moment or whatever. fast forward like two days a bitch notices he's been getting cosy with one of my kinda friend. and BAM he ghosts me for her- i'm talking no eye contact or anything NOT EVEN A TEXT.
i forgot to mention the fucker told me not to worry about her too days prior to this shit. anyways i cried for like a year. good thing he was fucking annoying and she ghosted him like he did to me. KARMA BITCH
anyways now i'm still in highschool but i decided to text him because i wanted to and missed him a bit or whatever- AS A FRIEND not romantically as far as i know. we had a good conversation for one day and now i'm ghosted. the main reason i'm upset because I WANTED TO DO THE GHOSTING!! not him but oh well.
moral of the story: if you feel like going back to someone DON'T DO IT. you're going to be left looking like a dumbass lollllll. if he ever texts back i'm leaving him on seen and i'll post the screenshots because i feel like it.
-val

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