"Good morning..." I heard the sound of a really soft voice... wait... it's not Addison is it?
I began trying to adjust my eyes to the light.. I could almost make out who it was.
Have I met them before?
"Hey Bubby, how are you feeling?" Holy shit... Bubby? No one calls me Bubby unless...
AMEER?
OH MY GOD- AMEER?
He's back? HE'S BACK?
"Wow... calm down smalls, no need to piss yourself... I only wanted to tell you goodbye." Goodbye? No.
He isn't leaving me again.
Not again.
My eyes finally adjusted to the light, so I could finally see Ameer.
He looks different... really different.
His hair is much shorter, he looks like he needs sleep and a good meal... What happened to that look in his eyes? What happened to that crazed smile...
What happened to my Ameer.
"Ameer...?" This can't be him.
This is a joke? Right?
He looks malnourished for fuck sake.
He's falling apart.
I couldn't help but hug him, I also couldn't help the tears coming from my eyes.
"Why are you? Um... okay?" Ameer just awkwardly patted my back... this isn't him.
This can't be him.
"Ameer c'mon... What happened to you? Please, you can tell me anything." He just looked at me like I was dumb and shook his head no.
Well this is definitely not how I wanted our reunion to be.
"Ameer, we have to get going." I looked up and saw uncle Orion staring down at me.
If he hadn't sent Ameer away, Ameer would still be Ameer.
"I don't want him too go." Uncle Orion had the same look on his face.
"Well, I can't really control that can I?" He's not wrong but... He can just stay?
"Please... Please don't leave me here with them. Uncle Orion I can't- be away from him again. I need him, please Uncle Orion don't leave." I would get down and beg just for them to stay.
Hell I'll even act like a literal baby for however long they want.
Just... Don't take away my Ameer again.
Please. - - - Ameer's POV:
Same walls.
Same house.
Same Finley.
Nothing changes.
Well now something changed... I'm leaving.
Again.
It makes me want to throw up.
I don't want too leave, this is my home.
But I'm to tired too fight anymore.
I just wanna sleep.
Why is Finley reacting so strongly?
His emotions are to complicated for me.
I don't really feel like trying to comprehend them.
That's too much work.
I would rather just sleep.
Maybe the shooting pain of this emptiness will leave.
Everything is better when you're asleep... You're just open and so vulnerable.
I like to be asleep.. I wish I could just sleep forever.
I've always wanted to sleep forever... Does that happen? Is there a way to get lost away in a dream with no worries at all?
Where you can be open and free, not having to deal with responsibilities just... peace.
I want that feeling.
I want the feeling of peace.
Can I have that please?
I wonder if I can get it... Someway or another I will eventually get it.
I mean... Who am I?
I always get what I want.
That will never change, not for anyone.
Man... I do feel bad for Finley though, this moving situation is looking very hard for him.
He's even crying. Dang, he's not even the one leaving.
Maybe he should just sleep for forever too.
He might like it.
Once I find out how too sleep forever I'll help him, I'll help him sleep for forever to.
Do you think he'll like me more? I am doing something very nice for him.
He's always so angry with me... I can't remember the last time we have ever gotten along.
We're always screaming and fighting.
I thought cousins don't fight?
Oh well... Maybe my gift will make him like me.
Do you think he'll like it?
...
I'm so lonely.
I don't want to be lonely again.
Maybe if I slept forever, I could see all my friends again.
I hope they're not angry with me still.
I'm sorry... I just didn't want to be lonely..
Again. - - - Sorry this took me a hot minute to upload I was CRYING writing this- UGH I get into my feels way tooooo much.
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