I Believe That We All Fall Down Sometimes.

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I stared at Andy's wrists teary eyed. ''Why Andy?'' I asked, almost in a whisper. He just kept his head down, staring at the cuts. I rolled my eyes and lifted his head up by his chin. ''Why Andy?'' I repeated. He still wouldn't reply, he just let out a quiet sniff. I sighed and kissed his wrist gently. ''I don't want you doing this again Andy, do you hear me?'' I asked sternly. He nodded his head slowly, keeping his eyes locked on mine.

I helped him stand up and he directed me to his bedroom where I helped him into bed. My knees cracked as I leant down beside the bed. ''Andy, sweetie, why did you do it?'' I asked again, hoping for a reply. He bit his lip and shook his head.

''I... I don't know Carolyn. I've been really stressed out lately, by everything. You rejecting me just kinda set me off I guess,'' he said, biting his lip harder. I put my head down, sighing deeply. It was my fucking fault. I made him do it. Andy self harmed and could have died because of me. I'm an idiot. I looked up at him again and gave a weak smile, he smiled back. Before I could make another move I was being dragged on top of him, as he laughed playfully.

''Andy! What the hell are you doing?'' I asked while giggling, as he lay me on the bed beside him. He just lay there, staring at me with a small smile playing on his lips. I didn't really know what he was doing so I stared back, with a confused look on my face.

''I umm... I don't wanna sleep alone'' he muttered admittedly, gently blushing. I could feel a little bit of a blush rising on my cheeks so I looked down, biting my lip.

''Okay Andy, I'll stay here with you,'' I replied eventually, smiling. A larger smile plastered on his face, showing his perfect teeth.

''Thank you, Carolyn,'' he replied, running his fingers gently down my back. I ''mmm'd'' in pleasure, closing my eyes. I heart him snicker a little, as he continued running them up and down. He didn't know that my back was my sensitive place. For most people, having their back rubbed would be relaxing... for me? It's a huge turn on. I kept my head down, trying not to make it too obvious that I was turned on.

I heard Andy snicker again and opened my eyes, looking up to him.

''What?'' I asked, raising an eyebrow.

''I just had a near death experience and we're lying in bed while I turn you on,'' he grinned as he spoke. My eyes widened and my cheeks burned. I kept my head down, thinking of something to change the subject. Nothing. I could think of absolutely nothing. He started running his fingers up and down my back a little harder and I ''mmm'd'' again. Damnit, Carolyn. No wonder he can tell. Then, I had an idea. The cuts. We can talk about the cuts! I know it's horrible, but it'll get my mind off of- I interupted my own train of thought by letting out a moan, as Andy scratched my back.

''A-Andy!'' I moaned again, as he dug his nails harder. ''Andy, no. I don't wanna do that. I wanna talk about these,'' I said, lifting his wrists. A frown plastered his face as he pulled his other hand from my back. He sighed.

''Fine,'' he mumbled.

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Guys, I'm so sorry for slow updates, but I have no motivation! I can't keep concentration and I'm pretty sure no one is reading this:c

But yeah, here's another short and shit chapter c: xo

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 15, 2013 ⏰

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