“So I kissed Vic” whispering to Vicky so no one in the back could hear. I knew she was dying to know what happened between us. She obviously knew something was up.
Her mouth was in the shape of an O for the longest time.
“Okay your going to start collecting flies or are you going to stay like that forever and make me feel like a cheater?”
“Bitch hold on! . Im trying to process that you kissed your best friend while in a relationship that wasn’t even 24 hours old. You’re a number one slut.”
Sometimes she was too blunt.
“Thanks” I mumbled.
“But honestly , why ? Like, okay so Vic got hard when he saw you in that outfit. doesn’t mean he can fall for you that fast. We all know..”
“No Vicky we've been through this more times then I can count. Either way its done and over with. I kissed him and we agreed there was nothing there.”
She huffed and rolled her eyes
“Fine, but say it was Danny?”
That name, it killed me inside to heard that name. Every time it was as if someone poke their finger in a wound and wiggled it around to make it bigger. I would forever be scarred. Nothing to fill it.
I sank in my seat. Misary was slowly creeping on.
“Sorry, I didn’t”
“No its okay, I don’t want to think about it. I have Kellin now. I can honestly say when I kiss him, there butterflies and sparks”
She smiled at me, sympathetically though. I knew Vicky felt bad for bringing him up. But she was generally happy for me.
I was letting Kellin in.
“Im glad, though can you imagine when you have sex. you’ll be in euphoria.” she winked.
“Justin is amazing” her cheeks turned a bit pink making me laugh.
“I cat tell, you two do it all the time. Do you even talk?”
“ We do, we actually have a lot in common. Never had a fight either” I knew who she was referring to when she mentioned fight.
“How was it last night?”
“ he still didn’t look at me, which is good.”
I just smiled and nodded. It wasn’t the place for us to get on this topic.
Sipping my coffee I could feel it was having no effect on me.
“I think Im going to sleep for a bit” Vicky nodded.
“Before you go, when we hit LA. Do you think you’ll tell him?”
There was they finger wiggling in the wound
I looked at her and shrugged.
“I have a week to decide”
I turned and brought my cup to the sink and then headed to the bunk area.
Taking my pjs to the bathroom I stripped of my clothes. Slightly disgusted that i was the same cloths from the previous night but no one had the energy to change.