It's around 3 in the morning, and I have a lot of swirling thoughts again. There is an ache inside mu chest that I can't seem to cure.
A few hours ago I was laughing my ass off with my friends. Kahoot was the game we decided to play while we did our online kapihan. We giggled and chuckled while answering questions.
After we ended the game it was back to the normal Sunday routine of watching variety shows on Youtube and Vlive when I felt a bit withered. Like a flower that was in full bloom which slowly lost its beauty. I feel sadder each day. I grow tiresome of simple tasks.
My insticts are always accurate, It knows when I'll be sad, anxious or nervous but i never quite know how to control it. I overthink a lot and that makes me grind my teeth as I ask myself to stay smiling and happy, a facade I put on for the others not to notice t lonesome self.
I wish for happiness tomorrow and the days after tomorrow and all the days coming after. I pay I find the answer to cure my lonely and deteriorating heart.
It will come someday! I'm sure of it.
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Non-FictionI really don't mind if you read through this, but please note that I am writing to ease a lot of struggles in my heart.
