"What do I stand for, most nights I don't know anymore"-Fun., Some Nights

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I was walking to my car after Bethany's tryout and I heard Calum calling my name but for some reason I didn't want to turn around. My day has already been ruined by the bitch herself and I just know that Calum has even more horrible news to tell me.

"I know you hear me," Calum says once he catches up to me. He grabs my wrist and I turn to face him. I put a fake smile on my face automatically.

"Bethany asked me out to the dance," he confesses.

"Okay? I already knew she would," I tell him.

"But I said no because I know it bothers you," he responds. I smile at his words and give him a hug.

"Thanks," I whisper in his ear.

"I was wondering if you wanted to go get some food at this ice cream place. I think Luke and Ashton were heading there," Calum informs me.

"I never told this to anyone but Luke and Ashton seem kind of off to me for some reason.

"W-what? Why would you say that?" He asks. Okay something is off.

"Oh no reason. Its just something that's been in my head for a while. Nothing huge," I lie.

"Well come on let's go," he says. "I need a ride anyways since my car got towed during lunch."

**
"Hey! You guys made it!" Luke greets when he sees the two of us entering the ice cream parlor.

"Well I wouldn't turn down ice cream for anything," I admit. I wrap my arms around Luke and kiss his cheek. He leads Calum and I to their table while Ashton orders all of us our favorite ice cream.

"So one of the guys on my football team got suspended because he punched some dude who got asked out by his crush," Luke tells us. "But I think its stupid how the girl went with the guy who punched someone instead of the one who didn't do anything wrong," he adds.

"Girls can be so stupid sometimes," Ashton says. I turn to him and glare.

"Well not you because um..." He stops talking so he can make up a lie.

"Don't talk to me," I tell him.

"But how am I going to know what's for dinner tonight?" He asks. I laugh at how fake hurt he is.

My phone beeps and I receive a text message from the unknown number again.

Unknown- ur being watched.

Me- that's good to know

Unknown- I suggest u watch ur back or u'll get seriously hurt.

Me- no worries I got an eye on it

Unknown- it might be all fun and games now but when ur near death it won't be.

Me- I can report u to the police. Do u realize that?

Unknown- if u tell anyone I'll make sure u will die.

Me- whatever

I catch Calum staring at me as if he was asking 'Who was that' but I shake my head and he turned back to the conversation. I hope this isn't Bethany because I'm not up for this Gossip Girl or 'A' shit.

"I need to go shopping for the dance. I have no new dresses and my mom didn't send my Spring collection yet," I complain.

"Rich girl problems," Ashton snorts and the boys laugh with him.

"Its either my collection every month or one of you going shopping with me for hours," I remind them. They shut up immediately and continue eating their ice cream.

**
Its a Thursday night, about a week from the latest text messages and I decide to have a movie marathon with Calum. Then I remember I have to finish my essay for English.

"One last movie," Calum pleads.

"Stop. I need to finish my essay and tomorrow I promise we can hang out all day," I tell him as I pull my laptop onto my lap. Calum pushes it to the side and starts kiss my jawline and down to my neck.

"Stop distracting me! I need to finish this or I'll fail my whole class!" I exclaim. Calum proceeds to kiss my neck up and down and then finally presses a kiss to my lips. I kiss back almost immediately.

Calum's hands move to my hips and I wrap my arms around his neck. The makeout session gets a little heated and Calum starts to lift the hem of my shirt.

"Not in the living room," I murmur against his lips. He just nods and we head to my room. Once I close the door he presses me against the wall and kisses my neck.

"I want you to be my first and my last," he tells me before the night gets out of hand.

**
Friday morning I wake up naked with two arms wrapped around me. At first I think its Luke because this wouldn't be first time I've woken up next to him. But when I remember the events of last time I know it isn't him.

I turn to see a sleeping Calum still holding me. I start to panic because this means I took his virginity and if I screw up then I'm going to seem like an even worse person. And he also has something to hold against me.

I really need to think things through before I do them. Like becoming enemies with Bethany.

"Babe, I think we need to get ready for school," Calum mumbles. I look at my clock and its 6am.

"Yeah. I'm going to go take a shower," I tell him and kiss his cheek before picking out my outfit and heading into the bathroom. When I'm finished getting ready I find Calum sitting on my bed with his head in his hands.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"We did it. We actually did it." He says.

"Yeah. I'm pretty shocked too. If you regret it all I understand," I sigh.

"No, no, no. I don't regret any of it. I'm just... Wow."

I laugh at his reaction and he looks back at me and throws a pillow at my face.

"Go get ready for school and maybe we can stop by and get some breakfast somewhere," I tell him and throw the pillow back.

**
As I attempt to draw another sketch of a the area behind the school I get frustrated constantly. Calum looks as if he's doing pretty well. For art our job was to draw our favorite part of the school and when we present it we had to explain why.

I fist my hair and Calum tries to remove my hands from my head. He turns my head so I can face him.

"Just breathe for a second okay. Stare at the scene for a while until you can draw it in your mind before you can draw it on a piece of paper," he advises.

I do as he says and I eventually get the sketch done. I groan when I'm done because my hand is sore and Calum laughs.

"Come on, we still have 30 minutes left. Let's go do something else." Calum says. He has a mischievous grin on his face that I've never seen before.

I thought I was supposed to be the crazy one in the crazy, twisted relationship.

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I had this chapter partially written for a while and I guess I got writer's block since idk how to write for shit

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