consider this my own little diary

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I wasnt not loved as a kid. But mom and dad works day and night. Dada's schedule wasnt fixed sometimes he goes out early morning and come home in the evening. Sometimes he is home at midnight. He inly had a day off every week. Mommy's working in the office. Its always 8am till 8pm or 9pm. She'd come home tired. We always eat out cause dada and mommy were busy. They always buy takeaways. They gave me what i needed, not luxury not too wealthy not too expensive but they provide me enough.  But I didnt get that much affection and attention. I know they tried to stay with me, play with me, talk to me. But I also know they're tired, I'd talk but they are there only physically. They dont hear my stories so I stopped. I grow up loving being alone and get attached to other people who shows affection easily, not a good thing. People come and go. When dada and mommy stopped working they tried to spend time with me cause they are always at home now but i would run.