Life after you

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"Love is not an equation, it is not a contract, and it is not a happy ending. Love is the slate under the chalk, the ground that buildings rise, and the oxygen in the air. It is the place you come back to, no matter where you'r HEADED"

                                                                                                                                          _Jodi Picoult

 I couldn't sleep, the thought of being away from my baby was hunting me it was like living that hell again. Last time losing Daniel made me commit suicide, stupid but I lost my mother back then and I lost it, the life after him was like hell so only thanks to Kate and Nicole I could survive, and the fact that I had a piece of him in me, but now I don't think I can live through it again. I can't bare to lose him again.

I went to Brayden's room and sat on his bed admiring him in his sleep, a small smile bloom on my lips. I can't imagine my life without him. So I will fight for him, no matter what, I want lose my son, not again, I once lost my battle not anymore. I didn't noticed how the sleep took over me and I lied down next to Brayden taking him in my embrace, and drifted to deep sleep.

In the morning I dropped Brayden at his school, and again started job hunting, suddenly my phone rang, Nick?? what does he want???; I thought. I answered the call and immediately was bumped by questions "how're you? where did you disappear? What are you doing?"

"Nick can you please calm down I'm busy now, looking for a job"

"Oh"

"Yeah Oh, so talk to you later"

"Rosie wait I can help"

"Really?"

"Yeah, you know that small cafe next to the beach? I'm right there can you come?"

"sure".

Finally after twenty minutes I found that cafe, and spotted Nick. He was like always gorgeous. "Take a picture, it last longer"

"well you're in a good mood Nick"

"Yeah I finally found you, oh my lost princess."

"Nick drop the act, I'm not in the mood I have lots of problems"

"nothing a good cup of latte can't fix"

"you think??? how about my good for nothing ex husband wants to take away my son and this after I let him in my life again. And I lost my job cause my boss's son is a jerk and I need money fast to pay the bills. Yeah a cup of latte can fix everything."

 " Well I don't know what to say, but... I know what to do."

"What??" I looked at him in horror, what is happening in his head. Well after he explained his plan, my previous chock was an understatement, now I was petrified. "Can I ask you what is it for you??"

"Well let's say that I owe him and it's my pay back."

" Well I don't care as long as my son stays with me".

 Maybe I'm heartless, but now I don't care. I won't go through that hell again. And everything is fair in LOVE and WAR.

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