Journey with love?

The beginning?

Ano nga ba ang love??

I mean, oo, it's about trust, affection chuchu cheche but it seems so boring if you define it like that.

When I was younger, I would imagine those fairytales coming to life. Having a prince that will kiss and save me so I can wake up. A prince that will fight a dragon for me.

Nevertheless, growing up made me realize that those were just fantasies that we can read when we want to rest from reality.

Stories that can make us want to believe that someone is out there.

Then, there are also movies...

"It's not you, it's me"
Sus! Magbabalikan din naman sa huli. Edi work hard to change for that person kung siya na ang the one.

"Right person, wrong time"
How can the right person appear at the wrong time diba? If you think that he/she is the one, make it the right time.

Some may say...
"Ang bitter!"
"Wala ka lang bebe eh!"

'Di ba mas madadalian mahanap ang 'the one' kapag mas careful ka. Kapag mataas ang standards mo, maiiwasan mo ang regret. Those standards can save me from giving my firsts to the wrong person.

Tsk, basta ako I'll apply the 4 months rule. If a crush/relationship lasts for more that 4 months, then I will let myself get attached. Easy.

"Huy! Inaano ka ba ng mga yan?", I was shocked when Kailani talked. Masyado na pala akong matagal na nakatitig sa magjowa sa canteen.

"Kai... sa tingin mo sila na until the end?", I asked.

"Nakikita ko sa aking crystal ball.. Ah! Wow! May nakikita ako. Hala...", nagkunwari siyang may hinihimas-himas na bola.

"Hala... malay ko sira", sabay binatukan ako.

Inirapan ko nalang siya. Ako kasi I think yung kapitbahay namin si 'the one' ko. Sabi nga ng iba 'you will meet your soulmate before you turn 16 tapos 18 na kami. Since bata ko pa kapitbahay yun. He's gwapo, maputi, matalino at.. basta madami. Crush ng bayan yun. Pasadong pasado sa kahit gaanong kataas na standards ng babae. Swerte ko kasi magkapitbahay lang kami. Furthermore, we were never really that close. Nakalaro ko lang nang panandalian nung bata kami.

Well, wala magagawa pag-isip ko pero ayaw ko din naman mag-first move. Still, friendly siya... so I'll just grab the chance when he approaches me.

"Oh, ayan ka nanaman.", biglang sabi ni Kai.

"Ano nanaman?", sagot ko naman sakanya.

"Palagi ka nalang nakatitig sa kawalan pero ngayon kay Oliver ka nakatingin ngayon.", sabi niya.

"Crush mo din?", tanong niya.

"Anong din? Ikaw ba ha? Crush mo ha?", sunod-sunod na tanong ko.

"I mean crush mo din ba kagaya ng iba", pagdepensa niya.

"Uhh ata. Pasok siya sa standards ko at yun ang gusto kong maging first boyfriend ko." sagot ko naman sakanya.

"Edi go.", sagot ni Kai.