"I will ruin you baby," he whispers digging his nails into my hips sending a chill cascading down my spine.
"Then ruin me Jude, ruin me till there's nothing left of me." I spoke softly, "make me feel something, make me feel anything, make me feel al...
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Friday
I don't have a home to go home to on the weekends.
My family lives in LA and I wouldn't even want to waste money flying down to see them, I like the space and I like the distance. It's okay though, I'm used to being on my own, it felt like I was for half my life anyways. The most grueling feeling in the world is being surrounded by people you know care about you and still feeling lonely. I told Caspian that I was simply going home later, but that was an obvious lie.
I was staying in school, in my dorm on my own and I'm okay with that- I think. Once the halls had cleared and the noise of shuffling footsteps and packing bags had subsided I made my way back to my dorm room. I spent the rest of the afternoon finishing up some homework that I had left, I didn't want to study and I knew all my answers were wrong but I didn't care enough to try. I glanced at my trig test from Monday and change the F to an A+ with a red pen and tipex.
