"I have to go Jack." I say but he ignores me and continues to cuddle me.
"Jasaaaack," I whine, "You're going to make me miss my flight."
"And what's so bad about that?" He asks and pouts.
"Don't do this - you know I have to go."
"I know, I just don't want you to."
The atmosphere became awkward - neither of us knowing what to say.
"Can you drive me there." I ask - when more like state - in a small voice.
The drive to the airport was awkward to say the least.
I tried making conversation but Jack obviously wasn't up for it. He would either nod, shake his head or raise his shoulders meaning he didn't know.
I began to get frustrated because this was the last time we were going to see each other for a long time and he's basically ignoring me. I know people cope in different ways but still. I don't know, I'm probably just over reacting.
We (fortunately) found an empty parking spot and he carried my bags for me until we got to security.
"Plane 501 is now boarding." A lady on the speaker announces.
"So," I say and avoid eye contact.
"Guess that's my que." I fake a laugh but it ends up sounding more like a cough.
None of us say another word and I sigh in defeat. I guess yesterday didn't mean much to him after all.
"Bye Gilinsky." I smile and walk towards the shuttle. (A/n I literally do not know what it's called so don't judge me)
I was expecting something that happens in to the movies or in a book to occur. I would be walking to board the flight and Jack would call out my name. We would run to each other and kiss and never want to let ago.
But this is neither of those - this is reality.
I think I need to stop expecting too much from him - after all, we did only start "dating" or whatever this is yesterday.
Maybe it's good that he didn't stop me. He wants me to be happy and fulfill my dream of becoming a photographer. He's just trying to make it easier on both of us right?
Would it be completely selfish to say I wanted him to stop me? I don't know.
It feels wrong that he didn't even give me a hug or say goodbye. Should I chase after him? Oh what the hell.
Before I could stop myself I'm running back calling Jack's name.
"I knew you would come back." He says and I jump into his arms.
"You're an ass, you didn't even tell me goodbye or give me a goodbye kiss." I mumble that last bit.
"I didn't want you to see my cry Collins," he laughs shedding a tear, "wait, what was that last bit about a kiss?"
I turn red and blush. "Oh nothing."
"You're a terrible liar." Before I can comprehend what's happening he leans in and kisses me.
He pulls back moments after a few moments and gives me one last peck.
"Promise me we'll get through this?" I ask.
"I promise you we will get through anything together."
This chapter was actually crap but I haven't updated in like three weeks so I kinda rush it.
but hey I'm back sorry about my hibernation I'll hopefully be posting regularly again :)
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