I know some people would view this as weak... especially my haters. But this is me right now.
I really can't control my emotion anymore. One moment I was okay and happy. Then one thought of what's going on in my life turns me into the mess I am in that picture.
Light... you guys are my only hope... the people I can turn to... I can rely on. You always support me... but as of right now... I want to be not okay. I need to release my pain in form of tears to make myself feel better and okay. But I don't know how many tears I should shed... I feel like the pain is endless.
I'm not about to fall into depressed state... I AM depressed. I can only hope it won't get worse, as I feel worn out and exhausted... emotionally.