New Beginnings

Kick me out?

( Sesshomaru Pov )

My heart clentched as she rubbed her temple. Was she trying to think of a way to let me down gently? I've never felt so.... human. Before I could get to worked up she bent down and kissed me softly. Completely different from our hungry kisses from last night. "I don't regret last night," she soothed me rubbing my bare chest ," if anything I want out of this sun its really doing a number on my head." I smile and scoop her up making her squeal before taking her into the house. I took her to the shower it might help sooth the hang over we both had. Tho I had been as drunk as her it had come to a surprise to have my head throbbing in the morning. Then again this time I was human. I set her down to start the water. When I turned back to offer my hand she was looking at my bite in the mirror. My bite hadn't breached the skin but left a big dark bruise. "I didn't peg you as a bitter ," she lightly traced the shape of it. "I've never been the type till I met you," I move behind her rubbing her soft sides," if I was my pure form it would bind you to me. Other demons would know as soon as they saw the scar it leaves behind." A shiver ran through her body. Before I could get worried she leaned onto me. "Would anything else happen," she asked curiously. "How about we get in the shower and I explain," I kiss the spot moving her fingers.

( You Pov )

I let him take me into the shower. The moment the water touched my skin I relaxed. My head fell back under the shower head. Sesshomaru cupped the nape of my neck bringing me back from under the water. He applied my shampoo to his hand before messaging it into my scalp. Pleasant waves ran through me as he tended to my hair. I've never let someone into my life and get so close. If it had been his child it would have ruined me. "Its only fair that I share with you since you shared with me ," I kept my eyes clothes. It was easier that way. "My last boyfriend, " I began and took a breath ," we had been together for almost 3 years. Until I got pregnant... He had a operation so he couldn't have kids. In rare cases they actually can regain the ability. So when I got pregnant he was convinced it wasnt his and left...." I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat. Sesshomaru continues to work the soap throughly through my hair. Though my eyes where closed I felt him lean forward. "I haven't seen evidence of a child here," he placed a soft kiss against my bruise ," did you miscarry?" I felt tears well behind my closed eyes and leak out. Unable to answer I nod. "No one should have to go through that alone," he pulled the shower head down. My heart ached as he tenderly rinsed out my hair. It gave me time to collect myself. Once it was all out he gently dabbed at my face with a dry wash cloth so I could open my eyes without water getting into it. Sesshomaru looked so protective and so human it had me wanting to take care of him too. I switch places with him and did my best to wash his hair. Unable to avoid pressing my breasts into his chest. " Back to the bite," he seemed to know I didnt want to talk about my ordeal anymore ," it does give you a link to me." I to his face to see his eyes were closed like mine had been. " You would be able to feel me and me you," he sounded like he wanted it badly ," I would be able to give you strength physical, mentally and emotionally when you need it." I yearned for the connection too. "My father didn't want to give my mother the claiming bite and it destroyed her," his tone grew bitter. I rinsed his hair doing my best to get all of it without getting it in his ears. Placing the shower head back I turn to wipe his face free of the water clinging to his lashes and eyebrows like he had for me. Only he pulled me against him his soapy hands glide over my wet skin. I shiver as it brought memories of last night back to the front. As if in response my sore lady bits throbbed. "If he felt anything close to what I feel towards you," he trailed off. I shiver and melt into him as he washed me. God I was ready for another round but at the same time the pain of my loss sat close after talking about it. The stress and tension seemed to be sucked out of me the more he washed me. Moving his hands in ways that not only washed and caressed me but massaged me. Almost like he was pawing me determined to steal my heart away. My phone sounded and then cut off as it died. "I'm sorry," I gasped pulling away to rise off," I have to go to work."Cursing I rinse the suds off the best I could before trying to race to my room. "(Y/n)," he called after me. I quicky got dressed and rushed to grab my dead phone. Tripping on a puddle of water my hair was leaving behind I slipped and fell. Everything and everyone faded into darkness.