𝕐𝕦𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕜 𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤 [requests Closed]

"I Don't Like You"

He placed a hand over his mouth to muffle his cries and his other hand clutched at his chest gripping at  the thin Fabric of his t-shirt.

His heart hurt.

He didn't think that it would hurt this much. He'd had a crush on mark for two years now and it was just a mere Crush why did it hurt this much? To be honest Yuta himself was surprised he was acting like this. If he had confessed and Mark rejected him he would have respected that, it would obviously hurt but not this much the hell was up with him.

And then it clicked,

"I'm in love with him " he breathed letting his eyes widen.

"No no no no no no"  he let go of his shirt and ran  a hand to his now sweaty hair. He wiped  his tears and let out a deep breath backing into the headboard and pulling his knees to his chest.  " I can't do that to him" He bit his lip "no no I really can't do that to him he already thinks he's upset me"  he mumbled to  himself.

"I can't"

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It was around 7:15 when his alarm went off. Mark sat up in bed, hissing as the cold headboard stung his back.  He rubbed at his eyes and let out a yawn. The apartment was quiet. There was no funky j-pop music to wake him up in the morning. No smell of burnt toast and strong colone or even the sound of Sizzling eggs.

Absolute nothing.

And oh did Mark miss those sounds, those smells or even just another human beings presence being heard instead of Mark's shallow breathing.

It had been 3 weeks since that day and all Yuta has done was avoid Mark. Mark had asked what he had done to make him  upset but all he replied with was "no you didn't I'm completely fine Markie I've just been really busy with class" when Mark again heard cute nickname he felt such relief but that relief was only taken away as he'd looked in his eyes.

Yuta speaks he speaks with the Sparkles in his eyes and these days Mark hasn't seen it, more or less he  hasn't seen Yuta. He started to come home really late and eventually Mark started to wait for him so they could have dinner together like they always did but he always says he had already eaten so Mark shouldn't wait up for him anymore. " it gets so busy with the group project that i always eat there " yet Mark still stayed up. He just needed an excuse to at least speak to him or see his face more than once a day.

Yet  it was becoming harder to do so. Mark had finally come to a conclusion that Yuta was probably avoiding him so he caught him one night before he went to bed and tried speaking to him. Then again he was still giving the same answer "I'm ok Mark don't worry I'm just a little busy I'm not mad at you" and he'd give a bright Smile, hug the boy seeming so chill about the whole thing yet still walk off to his room with that look of nothingness.

It had taken him about one week to finally figure out what was actually up with him and when he came to a conclusion that what he said that night had been taken to Heart he absolutely hated himself for that.

He really didn't mean for it to come out that harsh or sound that bad. Mark really liked Yuta- no loved him and he was so angry at himself because he was the reason for Yuta's avoidance. He just couldn't believe that he had hurt his best friend, the love of his life.

Mark  frowned shaking his head to get himself out of his daze.

He got out of bed and walked into to the bathroom.  After brushing his teeth he lazily walked into the kitchen. Quickly grabbing a clean bowl he filled it with cereal and milk before grabbing a spoon and walking into the living room.  He sat down onto the couch and ate a spoonful of cocopops staring off into space. The house was quiet again meaning Yuta had already left for classes earlier . Mark sighed for what seemed like the millionth time before eating another spoonful of cereal.

He expected it would be another quiet day of empty rooms and him just lying around doing nothing as he had no classes today.  What he didn't expect was the front door opening to reveal the person he's been wanting to see for so long. His eyes widened as he heard the door click and he snapped his head towards it.

There he stood and Mark wanted to cry. Yuta locked eyes with Mark and smiled. "Hey" he grinned. "Hey" Mark breathed throat starting to close up as he held back tears. "Just forgot my phone. Mark only now realised the older's  phone on the coffee table before him. Yuta walked over and grabbed  it and shoved it in his pocket before flashing Mark a smile again.

" Bye Bye " he smiled and started walking towards the door.

Mark realised what was happening and he's not going to go through this again he slammed his bowl  the coffee table and stood  up.  "Wait!" He called out and Yuta  turned around to look at him.  "Yeah?"

" S-stay please, w-we need to talk" Mark voice cracked and he wanted to fling himself out the window. Yuta sensed the uneasyness in his voice and furrowed his eyebrows. "What's wrong?" To say he wasn't confused was an understatement.  Why was Mark suddenly acting like this?

"I'm sorry"

"what?" Yuta was even more confused now why was he now apologising?

" I'm sorry " he breathed out again and looked down." For what? " Yuta frowned." B-because of what i said at the time, i-it - it was mean and h-harsh and now you hate m-me and that's why you've been a-avoiding me " Yuta's eyes widened when he finally realized what he was talking about." No  Mark it's not that "he whispers and Mark snaps his head up to look at him and Yuta notices how Mark's eyes gloss over.

" You w-were really trying to a-avoid me? "he croaks and Yuta wants to clear things up, but he can't." I can explain"Yuta rushes  " Oh please do, please what did i do wrong? Was i a bad roommate? " The unshed tears start to fall one by one." No-"Yuta tried " D-did i say something wrong? "

" no-"

" W-was i a b-bad friend? "

" No-"

" Then Why! "Mark let's out a sob trying to furiously wipe away his tears.

" BECAUSE I LOVE YOU " Yuta yells and Mark winces. Yuta let's his own tears fall and Mark's jaw drops." Because I love you, and i didnt wanna make my best friend feel uncomfortable " He whispers.

"Listen Mark, I should just move ou-"

Mark stomps over before he can finish slams his lips onto his. Yuta's eyes widen but it doesn't take him long to melt into the kiss. Mark wraps his arms around his neck and kisses back more with much more force than intended making them both topple down onto the hardwood floor. They break apart for a second and Yuta doesn't have the time to groan at the pain on his back before Mark's lips are on him a again and he accepts happily.

When they finally break apart Mark wraps his legs around Yuta's waist and buries his head into Yuta's shoulder letting out sob after sob.

"Yuta I love you, God i love you so much"

He cries and Yuta sobs holding him tight against him.

"Oh my god you love me " Yuta cries as he cups Mark's cheeks and kisses his face all over making Mark let out a weak giggle.

"I love you, so much"

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I'm not sure if you'd like this and i dont wanna disappoint u 😭 I hope it's what you wanted and sorry again for it taking so long 🥺