AMY'S P.O.V.
We cuddled silently for hours until Gerard's phone started ringing. "Hello," he answered. "Yeah I'm fine, I'm with Amy at her house." I looked up at him and stayed quiet until he'd hung up the phone. "Yeah that's cool, we'll be ready." He put away his phone and said to me, "the guys just wanted to make sure I was okay and they want us to go eat lunch with them." "Yeah, that sounds good." I replied. He put his arm over my shoulder and said, "do you really want to go back to New Jersey with us, and even finish this tour?" " yeah, I've been thinking about it and I feel like it's the best decision for me. I have nothing here in San Francisco, while in New Jersey I have you. I could even get an apartment or a house over there and pick up from where I left." I said with hope of a better future. "I think that's a good decision, but what would make it better would be if you moved in with me. I even have an extra bedroom for guests so you wouldn't have to sleep in my bed if you didn't want to." He added, which made me practically jump over the moon. "I really would love that, but I feel like it's too soon. We have barely started to date like a couple of hours ago, and I want something of my own where I can escape from anything." I said.
He completely understood and we came to the agreement that his home will always be open to me and that I'd live with him in the meantime I'd look for somewhere to live over there. I also have to sell this house, and pack my stuff. But I don't think I should worry about it until I find a place to put everything. So until then I'll just be on tour with the guys, and having fun! I got up from the couch and went to my room. I got into the steaming hot shower, which helped to relax the muscles on my body. I changed into some fresh clothes and went back down to find Gerard watching Doctor Who, god I love that show. "What do you think of Christopher Eccleston?" I asked G. "I think he's pretty good, but I would expect more personality from the doctor. I do like his relationship with Rose and her mom. It amuses me." I went to sit down next to him and said, "you could so tell Rose loves the doctor and that he loves her too."
We continued to discuss Doctor Who and everything that has been happening in this season. Then we heard a knock on my door and it was Ray, "you guys ready to get some grub?" He asked. What a cheese ball, who even says grub now a days. "Hell yeah, I want some grub!" Gerard yelled in enthusiasm and I mentally face palmed. We walked out and got into the van. Apparently Frank was driving and Mikey was in the front, while Ray's crazy hair was on the side of my face, wanting to get into my mouth. Yuck! "You should like cut your hair, or at least put it in a pony tail. It's getting into my mouth." I said to Ray and everyone gasped and looked at me. "Or not," I reasoned and they all laughed and went back to whatever it was they were doing. Then I turned and looked up Gerard, he silently shook his with a smile and kissed my forehead. I leaned my head on his shoulder on the whole drive to whatever restaurant we were going to.
"I still can't believe you actually wanted me to cut my hair, it's just so appalling to hear such a thing," Ray said to me with his hand over his chest. He was so melodramatic right now. "I didn't mean it, it's just it practically wanted to get into my mouth!" I tried to defend myself. "I'll cut mine if you cut yours then," he said. I then gasped and put my Haines through my hair. "Never!" I squeakily announced. He laughed at me and said, "well then, there you go." I then started to put my hands in Ray's hair which was full of tangles. "Oh, but you are definitely letting me get out all these knots," I said as I excused myself to go wash my hands in the bathroom. When I walked back out of the restroom, I saw the waitress already taking the guys orders. They just couldn't wait for me could they, losers. "You guys didn't wait for me?" I asked trying to sound hurt. "Well I haven't ordered yet so technically, I did wait for you," Gerard said as he pecked my lips. "Well I was starving!" Mikey exclaimed as he finished ordering his lunch. I then ordered a strawberry lemonade and half a chicken pesto sandwich.
"So, are you guys a thing now? Because may I say, he just kissed you in front of us." Mikey said as he used his straw to point at the two of us. "Yeah, we are a thing," G chuckled and I just smiled and looked up at him. I looked at Frank and he didn't seem bothered by it, "I'm really happy for you two," he said. "That means so much to me from you," I said to Frank because we both understood why. "Here's your meals, if you need anything else I'll be right over there," the waitress said. She had dirty blonde hair down her back, and brown eyes. She seemed really sweet. Frank smiled at her and say thank you. She immediately blushed and walked away. Oh my god, Frank practically has that effect on every girl he talks to. That would be so cute if she gave him her number or something. I just looked at him with the biggest grin I could probably master up. "What?" Frankie chucked, "nothing, just nothing." I said to him. "Come on, tell me," he pleaded. "No, it's nothing. I've practically forgot about it already." He seemed defeated but I know he wouldn't let it go. I think it's hilarious. "So I guess I have some news," I said. Everyone looked at me, "I'm moving back to New Jersey," I paused and Mikey practically jumped out of his seat in excitement. "And, I'm going to finish the tour with you guys, well that part only if you guys are okay with it," I said shyly at the end. "HELL YEAH WE'RE OKAY WITH THAT!" Ray screamed while the guys were just giving high fives to one another.
"That's amazing, it's gonna be like old times. I can't wait for you to come to Jersey with us!" Mikey cheered, "what about your parents though? Like are they okay with it?" He added. I looked down at my plate, and Gerard answered for me. "Some, other time." He kissed my forehead and I pulled myself together. The guys didn't even notice, which was good because I didn't want to talk about it right now. I wanted us to be happy and share this awesome moment together. "So tomorrow's our last night in SF, what should we do?" Frankie asked as he shoved a handful of fries into his mouth. "We can go clubbing again?" Ray awkwardly added. "Let's do something else," Mikey said. "How about bowling?" Gerard offered, but the guys shot that idea down even quicker."What if we go to the beach?" Frank suggested, and I thought it was a really cool idea. "That sounds fun, we could have like a bonfire and sleep there or something?" I added.
"That actually sounds like a decent plan!" Ray said and he scratched his head. "I'm in," Gerard and Mikey joined in. "So it's settled, the beach it is. Tomorrow we can go around 3 or 4 in the afternoon. We'll have a bonfire and so on. Then the following morning we can come to my house so we can shower and then head out to your concert. Then leave for the next venue." I said and everyone just agreed. We finished our meals and left the restaurant. The rest of the day we just went sightseeing again, and obviously we spent money on weird and cool knick knacks.
I was dropped off at home around 9 p.m. And I spent 2 hours packing everything I'd need while on tour. I also packed up the rest of the stuff I owned which wasn't too much but making sure everything would be ready for when I move in with Gerard. I'd also get my furniture shipped there and store it into a storage unit. I finished around 1 a.m. And I was completely surprised by how in such a short time, I got so much done.
Then next morning I called my job and told them I'd be leaving the state. They just told me I could pick up my paycheck around 12 in the afternoon, that it was fine. So I was really glad about that. I also cancelled my credit cards, and cashed out all my money. Which was probably around $3,400. I still haven't touched the money I was left from my parents will, and whenever I want to do so I have to just call my attorney. But I was hoping to do so when I have a family. So that doesn't really matter right now or anytime soon. I am barely 21 anyways. So I spent my entire morning doing all of this, and just hung out in my house for the last time alone. Right up until the guys came to pick me up.
So I'm really happy with the ideas and storylines I have planned for this story and I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do. Also I know this is the beginning of when Gerard goes through depression, alcoholism, and drug abuse of Xanax in real life. I plan to incorporate some of this into the story, but I am not romanticizing any of this. It's a fan fiction for a reason so anything that occurs in this story has no way of having to do with anything that could have or could not have happened in his life. So I hope you enjoy this story and not take it as if it where reality. Love you guys, xoxo.
