vinnie hacker imagines (bwwm)

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Vinnie hacker x black female!reader

I got ready for the ice rink. I'm a professional ice skater and won 4 gold medals. My coach has been pushing me and punishing me. Every time I fail on a trick they take away 300 calories to my diet. (However that works)

"can I come with you?" Vinnie asks

"uh sure" I say hesitantly

Shit he's gonna find out about my coach.

I grab my ice skates and my clothes and stuff them in my duffel bag. Vinnie grabs his keys and we get inside his car.

TIME SKIP

I walk inside the girls locker room and then take off my shoes. I sit down on the bench and change into my skates. I walk in the mirror and look at my figure.

I'm too skinny. I turn around and notice my spinal cord is popping out of my shirt.

"Fuck" I mutter

Mrs Anastasiya comes into the room and I start to get nervous. I'm scared of her. She comes into the mirror and grips my thigh.

"Fat....FAT" she yells "you think you're gonna win if you're this fucking fat"

She starts to roll her eyes and walk away

"Fuck you" I say

She turns around and slaps me.

"Don't talk to me like that, you black bitch" she yells

I gasp and hold my cheek in pain. My lips start to quiver and I begin to cry

"You know I do this because I love you right" she smiles

Love me my ass. She just wants to win more medals in her name.

I nod and she leaves.

I get myself ready for practice. I get out of the locker room and sit next to Vinnie. I take my blade protectors off and set them to the side.

Vin rubs my back "babe are you okay?"

"Yeah" I fake smile "I'm just stressed"

"Okay" he says

Fuck. I'm bad at lying. I know he felt my bones when he rubbed my back.

I start to skate and Mrs Anastasiya tells me to do the routine. I felt my knees quiver and get weak but i just aggressively tap on them like I do before every competition.

Halfway throughout the song. My mind goes blank and I start seeing spots. Everything goes dark.

Vin POV

I patted y/n on the back and felt her spinal cord. Was she starving herself? That's something I want to ask her later.

She went inside the rink and started her routine. I noticed her legs were becoming weak and then suddenly she fainted.

Her coach ran to pick her up and she got up gripping onto her. I ran into the rink not caring if I was slipping. I went to grab her.

"n/n are you okay?" I asked

She kept covering her mouth

"She's fine, she's fine" Mrs anastasiya laughs

"She's not fucking fine. I can feel her bones through her shirt, she just fainted, and she can barely stand up" I yell "I'm taking her to the hospital"

I pick her up and sit down on the bench and then take her skates off. I place her into the car and drive to the hospital.

"Vin I'm fine" she says "just take me home"

"baby no we're going to the hospital" I say softly looking at her "I care about you and I love you. I need to know what's going on with you"

TIME SKIP

I look at y/n hooked up to oxygen and with an IV in her arm. Her family was here with me but left trusting me into her care. I found out she hasn't been eating, looking across the eating disorder pamphlets in my hands. I wonder if her coach turned her into this.

Y/n POV

"Vin" I asked

"I'm here sweetheart" he says

I sit up and remove the oxygen from my nose.

"What happened?" I ask

"You fainted during practice so I took you to the hospital" he says

I look at him and he nervously fidgets with his rings. "n/n are you starving yourself?"

"um-"

"Cause I felt your spinal cord through your shirt" he says

"come here" I say and he lays on the bed with me

I lay my head on his heart and we intwine fingers.

"It's not a choice Vin" i sigh "if I fell or messed up on my routines she would take away 300 calories. And i fell a lot. And trust me she would know if I ate. She slaps me and calls me slurs but I stayed with her because I win. I just wanted people to be proud of me"

"But you're dying sweetheart" he says "do you want help? Cause I'll pay for treatment and I'll pay for therapy. You'll be better by the next Olympic Games"

"no Vinne that's like 3000 dollars, it's too much" I say

"You're worth everything" he says "every cent, every penny, and every dollar. I'll be there with you, holding your hand and encouraging you. I wouldn't know what I would do without you. You're my world."

"I love you" I giggle

"I love you too princess" he said pecking my forehead

A/n:
Thanks for reading.
I don't know if this
Is realistic but this
is kind of all over
the place. Please
vote and take care
of yourself. <333

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Wrote on: may 6, 2021
published on: may 6, 2021

Word count: 944