My Rockstar || Jaden Hossler (Completed)

Chapter 38

^don't play the song until I say so

⚠trigger warning⚠

⚠mention of suicide/ cutting/ and overuse of medicine⚠

if this topic triggers you, please don't read, and if you face any similar problem please talk to someone, my dms are always open.

you are worth living, don't let anyone change that

I will put '⚠' when the warning starts and when you see a picture of Jaden, it means the warning is over

Skip three months (I swear this is the last time skipping time)

Lily's POV

I finished school two weeks ago and today me, Kouvr, and Josh are moving to LA.

I will be living in the apartment we rented last time, while Josh will be living in a content house called 'Sway LA' with Bryce, Anthony and some other tiktok boys

and Kouvr, Addison, and Avani are going to be living in a content house called 'Hype House'

I'm excited to live alone. 

In these three months, I learned how to drive, I released two new songs 'One Whole Day' and 'Roommates'

Jaden and Mads are still dating, and honestly at the moment I don't care, but I still love him and I always imagine myself in the place of Mads

"Lily are you ready?" Josh said walking into my room

"yeah just taking a last look, at my room" I said smiling sadly

"come on we're gonna miss our flight" Josh said

I nodded and made sure I didn't forget anything

"ok I'm ready" I said grabbing my suitcases

"help please, I can't hold all of these" I said referring to the huge three suitcases I had

Josh already took 4 suitcases to LA last time he went there

He took one with me, while I carried the other one

"ready for a new start?" Kouvr asked as we reached the bottom of the stairs

I smiled and nodded

we ordered an uber to the airport and made sure we got everything

Skip till they arrive to LA

"LILY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH" Avani said running to me

her and Anthony moved here two weeks ago

"I missed you more" I said hugging her tightly

"come on, I organized your clothes and cleaned the apartment for you" she said smiling

"thank you so much Avani" I said hugging her again

we drove home using Avani's car, she dropped Josh at sway, while her and Kouvr came with me to the apartment

Skip one week (ok for real this time, it's the last time)

⚠warning⚠

Jaden's POV

I've been cutting a lot recently. no one knows though. they don't need to, no one cares

my mental health is so much worse, but I always said that I'm fine

I hate myself. I hate my life. I want to die