My Nightmare

Chapter 40

I walked as fast as I could with my limping steps and slapped Jin oppa hard, making him surprised. They all get shocked.

"Shut your mouth! If you don't know anything, shut your fucking mouth!" I exclaimed angrily which made them even more surprised, especially Jin oppa who was holding his cheek which I slapped. They were surprised not only because I was angry, but especially because I slapped Jin oppa and even I was cursing. Two things that I've never done before.

"Don't say anything bad about them!" With that, I turned around and pulled Lisander by the arm and then grabbed Chaeyoung, also by the arm.

"Let's go home," I said firmly. I don't want to linger here anymore. My blood boils at Jin oppa's words. I know he's not that kind of person but I couldn't hold back my anger, especially after he talked to Chaeyoung like that.

I immediately packed up in silence and walked out of my door as Lisander walked out of his room. The room he shares with Jimin oppa. He approached me and grabbed my bag from my hand, then took Jisoo's bag too. Not long after that, Chaeng came out of her room, and once again Lisander took the bag from her hand and carried all our bags. He's a very gentleman.

I opened both my hands to Chaeng and she immediately got into my arms. Needless to say, we know what this hug means. I released her from my embrace after gently rubbing her back. With my arms wrapped around hers, we walked towards Jisoo's car with Lisander and Jisoo in front of us.

The atmosphere in this villa was quiet as if no one dared to speak. When we walked out of the front door, the oppas were nowhere to be seen. Only Taehyung oppa waiting for us.

"I'm sorry about Jin, he doesn't mean anything bad. It's just... Sigh..." Tae oppa apologized to Chaeyoung and Lisander. His face looks sad but is also annoyed at Jin oppa. He didn't expect that his friend would do something like this.

"That's fine. You don't need to apologize, oppa. It's not your fault after all," Chaeng replied with a weak smile at Taehung oppa.

"Rosie is right, you don't need to apologize to us. But I won't apologize for punching your friend, hyung." Lisa said firmly.

Tae oppa took a short breath and nodded his head. "I know, he deserves it. I also wanted to punch him." Tae oppa smiled weakly. After that, he hugged Chaeng, Lisander, and Jisoo. "Can I talk to you for a moment, Jen?" asked Tae oppa. He wasn't really asking because without waiting for my answer, he dragged me away beyond their ears.

"Is what Jin said right, Jen? You and Lisa kissed?" he asked in a whisper. He looked me in the eye, waited, and tried to read if I was going to tell him lies. After this morning's mess, I don't think there's any point in lying.

"Yes, oppa. We kissed," I replied, the same as him, in a whisper.

"Did you like him?" asked oppa again still looking into my eyes, searching for something.

"I kind of like him." Once again I answered honestly. Because there's no way I could say I didn't like him but I kissed him. I'm not that kind of woman and Tae oppa knows exactly how I am. I'm not a person who kisses anyone carelessly. He also knows I've never even done something like a typical teenager. And even though I'm a young woman now, he knows I've never slept with anyone. He knows I'm still innocent, virgin. But he doesn't need to know that I'm not anymore and lost my virginity to Lisander.