I used to be so angry everytime I think about it all.
So angry I'd think about going to your house talking to you. (That would've totally freaked you out lmao)
So angry I'd get in a mood till the end of the day.
I used to cry a lot at the beginning.
It really hurt.
Did I really deserve that?
Do you really think I deserved it from anyone?
The problem is, it wasn't anyone.
It was from you.
Now I'm not angry.
The anger is gone. Mostly not totally
I hope you're fine.
I wish I didn't just hope.
That I'd actually ask you how you are, what you're doing.
Do you think I'm normal?
Even if I'm not. I don't think I care.