Today is my dad's birthday. He died in 2019 though, I'm surprised mom didn't cry when I blew out the candles. I wanted one day, ONE DAY without being yelled at because it's his birthday I can at least go one day right? Christ..
Thing after thing after thing, I get yelled at and it's only me never my 21 year old sister who barely does anything around here and yet I GET YELLED AT. I do chores, tend to my mother's every aid, school, having to worry about my period every month, keeping my cool when I get yelled at for no reason, scratch that being anything but happy will get me into trouble.. I'm trying to make it alive in here, I'm hanging on by a EXTREAMELY thin thread. I say all the time how I'm going to move to a completely different country and then my mom goes "Oh! You'll be our reason to vacation we'll stay with you and you can show us arou-" NO I'M MOVING TO GET AWAY FROM YOU IF YOU COME HERE GO TO A DIFFERENT CITY AND YOU WILL NOT BE STAYING WITH ME I WON'T SHOW YOU AROUND AND I WILL NOT BE A REASON FOR YOU TO DO ANYTHING.
