Ch. 31

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Harmony's p.o.v|

"So who knows about this?" Ash asked.

"My mom, Liz, Stacey, Rose, Quinn, Elisa, Erica, Alexis, and you guys."

"Not Luke?" Mikey asked.

"Nope."

"When do you plan on telling him?" Cal asked.

"How about never?" I frowned.

"You have to tell him, he has a right to know" Ashton says.

"I know but I'm scared."

"Of what, Harmony?" Ashton gives me a judging look.

"Of what he'll say."

"What could he possibly say that would be so bad?" Michael replied.

"Oh I don't know, maybe he will break up with me!" I snapped.

"Guys, I wouldn't mess with her right now" Cal says.

"Wise choice."

The boys chuckled.

"He's not that type of guy, Harmony. Luke loves you so much! I bet he'd be so happy that you're pregnant." Ashton says to me.

"I bet not..."

"Whatever you say little one" Mikey said.

"And other little one." Mikey places his hand on my belly and I giggle.

I can't believe I have another human being growing inside me. This is insane.

"Hey guys, I'm home." Luke walks in the room.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" Luke looks over at us all sitting on the couch comfortably.

"I figured I would drop by."

"Oh okay" he says.

"Listen, we need to talk."

"Okay?" He says more like a question.

The boys give me the "okay" look.

Luke and I go upstairs to his room.

"I think you should sit down for this, Luke."

He sits down at the edge of his bed. I do the same as him.

"What's up with you lately, Harmony?"

"What do you mean?"

"You've been really distant with me" he said.

"I know and I'm sorry for that."

Luke just sits there and looks at me. I couldn't tell what he was thinking right now.You know what, I'm just gonna wait a little longer to tell him. What he doesn't know, can't hurt him right?

"Harmony?"

"Oh sorry, I was just thinking."

"About?"

"I have to go, we will talk later."

I walk out of his room. As soon as I get into the living room, all the boys looks at me curiously.

"I have to go. Don't say anything to Luke about this."

Before they could say anything, I walked out of the house. I get in my car and drive back home. I go in the house and say hi to my mom.

"Hey mom."

"Hey, how was your day?"

"It was fine."

"Fine?" She gives me her motherly look.

"It was fine," I repeat myself.

"Come and sit down" she said.

I sit down at the table and she does the same.

"What's going on with you?"

"Nothing, it's just all of this is crazy," I tell her.

"I know but like I said you're pregnant and it's not gonna be easy" she replied.

"Unfortunately" I say.

"Have you told Luke yet?" She asks me.

"No, is that a bad thing?" I look down at the table trying to avoid the subject.

"Harmony," she sighs.

"I will tell him."

"When?"

"Soon" I reply.

"You better do it or I will," my mom says to me.

"I promise I will."

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I'm up in my room. I have no idea what I'm doing. Why can't I just tell him? I need to get it out of the way. Even if he does hate me, I will feel a sense of relief. I can't have this kept a secret forever. It's like a huge weight on my shoulders, constantly pushing down on me.

I take out of my dairy from under my bed. I think it's time to write another one of my daily entries.

Dear diary,

Today has been really tough on me. When I say tough, I mean tough. I don't know how to tell him. I tried today and I couldn't even manage to get the words out. Why is it that I could tell all my friends and family and not tell him?
I'm just plain scared of this whole thing. I'm 17 and I don't think I know one thing about being a mother. How will I ever do this?
I can't raise this child. First of all, I would be the world's worst mom. Second of all, I'm just a teenager. This is gonna be hard. But I'm not giving up, I will hold on.
It's been a hard couple of months. Starting with funerals to babies. I wish I had my dad here. He always knew the right thing to say to me. I miss you dad...

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