I gasped. I remember something.
I remebered Mike. I know he was my Ex and that we don't talk much. But I know for sure that Elliot was my Boyfriend, how can I be wrong about that?
I want to find Elliot. Tell him how much I love him. But, I just don't know where he would be.
I take a look at the phone thats charging on the nighstand. This must be my phone.
I open it up and look through the messages.
I took a look through the text and found his address. I wrote it down.
I decided to go to this place later on, so that I can have time to adjust to this place.
There's something about this place that just gets to me. It feels like my mom is here.
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I opened my phone and saw the address once more. I was ready to see Elliot. I felt like we haven't spoken in ages.
I walked out the house in my ripped jeans and gray shirt, paired with black and white converse.
I walked down the sidewalk and looked for Elliot's address.
After a few minutes of walking house to house, I made it to Elliot's house.
I walked up to his door and knocked. The door opened and a tall figure stood before me.
I know it's him. I remember him. "Jayden?," he says with a confused look.
"Hi Elliot." I say.
"Scarlet!" I hear someone call my name. It's Bella. I haven't talked to her in a long while.
Her hair is now a blue-violet color. She put it up in a high ponytail as she approached me.
"I heard you broke up with Elliot."
"Oh, yeah I did. It's been like 2 weeks already." I reply. I missed Elliot.
"It must be tough. I know you love him. Why did you guys even break up?" She asks.
I was hoping that she wouldn't bring it up. It hurts to talk about it.
"He cheated on me"
My eyes began to water. I wiped away my tears and stood straight. "But, I don't need him. I'm fine all by myself".
We had a long conversation, before Bella left. I was alone finally and I was relieved. I needed some alone time.
I headed over to my apartment to rest. This day has been such a long day and I want to get it over with.
I enter my apartment and throw myself on the bed. I shut my eyes and it is quiet. I've been dying for alone time.
I want to die. I feel as if my heart has been ripped from my heart. I've been feeling like this since I broke up with Elliot.
"Jayden?" He looks confused. "What are you doing here?"
I reply. "I missed you." I say. He looks surprised to look at me. I hug him, and he hugs me back.
I lean in for a kiss, and he pulls back. What's wrong with Elliot? I look at him with a confused look as he backs away.
"Elliot, whats wrong?" I say.
"You just tried to kiss me. We're not even dating."
My heart drops. What? We're not? But I remember it all clearly. "I remember you Elliot. And I don't remember a lot of things. I know for a fact that we are together or have some sort of relationship." I say with a teary voice.
"Jayden, I don't know what medication your on, but we were never dating."
I wanted to cry. All of my feelings rushed back into me. I realized how much I actually loved Elliot, and it wasn't fake.
"Oh, okay then. Maybe my memory is messed up. I don't remember many things, and I guess this is one of that." I turn away from the door and leave his house. I start crying as I walk back to my alleged "home".
Elliot is standing at the doorstep. He looks as if he's about to cry aswell.
I look at Jayden as if she were lost. She left me standing alone at the doorstep. She lost her memory? Explains a lot. I wanted to tell her how I felt but, how could I if she doesn't remember me as much?
I now know how Jayden feels.
I feel sad. Maybe I'll call her tomorrow.
I enter my house again. My heart is beating.
Scarlet comes to mind.
I don't know who I want to be with more.
I wanted to cry at this decision. It made me feel like I was a bad person if I chose one over the other, but it's what I have to do.
There's an emptiness in my heart currently. I just let Jayden go, and my heart shattered in a million pieces.
It's not easy being in my position.
HIIIII GUYS SORRY FOR SUPER SHORT CHAPTER BUT I UPDATED AND I NEEDED SOMETHING. BUT IM HAVING A BIT OF WRITERS BLOCK AND I MIGHT NOT UPDATE CHAPTER 12 UNTIL A VERY LONG WHILE. I HAVE SCHOOL AND MY PERSONAL LIFE AND ALL THAT BUT I PROMISE CHAPTER 12 AND 13 & 14 WILL BE THE BEST CHAPTERS. LOVE YOU GUYS 😩❤️.
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Fading WhispersTeen Fiction
Jayden Lovett lived a happy life. She lived with her dad and had alot of friends. But there was just one major flaw-Jayden had lost her mom in a car crash when Jayden was 14. Each day that goes by, Jayden copes with the loss. From loosing her bes...