chapter 46 ~ calls

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implications of suicide

!Ranboos pov

Ive done everything.

Id spent hours digging around his room, looking for something, anything.

Yet my efforts are hopeless, im slowly losing any optimism in me I had left.

I dont know what to do with myself, sitting still feels wrong. Not doing anything feels wrong whilst hes still not home.

But ive already drove around the block 5 times, ive already called Sapnap, ive already searched in any place where I think he couldve left me something.

But still, nothing.

All I can do now is wait for Wilbur to get in and go from there.

Im sitting anxiously on the living room floor. Ive been sat here for nearly an hour now, avoiding the sight of his room or anything that might remind me of him.

Part of me knows whats happening.

Part of me is so, so mad that I didnt force him to get help when I had the chance.

Part of me thinks this my fault.

Im praying Wilbur knows what to do, because I sure dont.

Im praying George will get here in time.

Because I know George is the only thing that has any chance of saving him now.

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