When i saw your face alight with glow,
It was such a magical moment, you know,
It was like looking at the sun for the first time,
A blind man regaining his sight so fine.
Yes, i know we cannot be together,
You'll hurt me so, and i'll never love forever.
But sometimes, when i just stare at my phone,
I would think about your smses and seize up in cold.
Many times a day, I would think about you.
Worry, fret, care, all but love too.
Though it hurts so badly to deny this,
There is nothing i can do to appease
The chaotic thoughts that swishe through my mind,
each time i see your beautiful eyes
I would put on a big, bright smil,
and pretend that i feel nothing else.
Oh, such spite in my life,
To regret so much yet i still face the knife.
But, as i had said at the beginning,
Nothing would come out of our intimacy
You wave at me as you caught me staring,
I wave back quickly, fearing that you were scaring.
I close up my feelings and confusion about you
And walk forward, grinning too.