I sometimes wonder what you tell people.
Do you tell them the same thing you said to me about your ex?
Do you do that with me too? Say that I abandoned you? Left you for another?
We both know it's not true.
We know what wrecked our relationship.
Or do you not?
I honestly don't know what you think. I wish I knew that part of you.
I wish I wasn't always put at arms length. You didn't always put me at arms length. Not when you wanted to.
But you did when I needed you not to.
I used to think it's me.
Like I really beat myself.
But now I know it wasn't me....