His Note To You When He Dies.

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Zayn: Oh god, [Y/N] I'm so sorry. You told me not to go buy that motorcycle, but I didn't listen. And now here I am, near on the edge of dying, and you have been here through it all. Through the surgery, donors and then through the worst part. They told us I had a week to live and it has been 2. They told me I am very lucky for living this long and I guess I am. Each day I'm getting weaker and weaker, but I try to stay strong for you. But hey, let's focus on the good things, shall we? I only met you a short while ago, but this has been the best time of my life. You are my soul mate and I love you so much, I tell you that everyday. You are perfect in every way.. how did I get so lucky to find you? Maybe the angels planned this and maybe they are taking me away for a reason too. You always say everything happens for a reason, anyway. I love you so much, you have no idea. You are waking up now, so I guess I'm going to go. One more thing, though, don't die with me. Keep living your life to the fullest, you will be happier that way. But always remember me, because I will never forget you. I love you forever. -Your Bradford Bad Boi. xx

Harry: I guess this is it huh. If you are reading this it means I have died. Damn this cancer. It hurts so much, [Y/N], knowing I will never get to see you again. It hurts to know i'll never get to kiss those lips, or hug your small, perfect body.. it hurts more than the cancer. It's slowly eating away at my body, and I can feel it. It hurts to write, but I will do it for you. Gorgeous, amazing, wonderful you. God I just love you so much, I will never stop loving you. I hope you will never stop loving me, but I also hope you will move on when I go. Please live your life, marry a handsome lad and have beautiful little kids. I'll bless all of them from heaven, I promise. But just remember me how I used to be. Remember how I used to sing to you every night before we went to bed. Hey, i'll write sing for you right now! White lips, pale face, breathing in the snowflakes.. :) You always loved that song. Whenever I would sing it your eyes would light up and you would even sing along sometimes. Yeah, remember that. Remember all the good times we had, and the love we shared. Well the doctor is coming in now to check on me, so I guess that means I have to wrap things up. Wait.. the machine is beeping.. Oh god this is it. Oh god, I love you so much, I love you, I lo-

Liam: You are sleeping right now, so I have decided to write you a note to read when I finally pass on. I just want you to know how perfect you are. These years with you have been the best of my life. We have 4 beautiful children together, Karen, Lilly, Andrew and Veronica, and they are the light of my our lives. Please tell them that Daddy loves them so much, and that he never meant to leave them like this. If i could stay I would.. but they couldn't find a donor in time to save me. You begged them to give your kidney to me, but our blood type doesn't match. When you found out that there was no hope you cried for days, but I told you that everything would be okay. Everything will be okay, I promise. The lads will take care of you and the kids when I am gone and you know how happy Niall will be to have little Andrew around. Just don't let Niall teach him too much, okay? As soon as you know it he might be walking around screaming 'Ya shower of cunts!' :) Well, the boys are coming in the room now to visit, so I guess I'll finish things up. Just remember that I love you so much and I'll be watching over you until I see you again. Always, your Toy Story Dork. xx

Louis: Well this sucks. But, you have to admit, it is a pretty funny story to tell. Falling off the Eiffel tower? When does that ever happen? Haha, not funny, I know. Well my brain is all messed up, and my bone is puncturing some kind of organ. I don't have much longer to live, so I'm writing this for you to read when I finally do die. We have sure had some good times. Prank calling on twitcam, serenading you on stage countless times during our concerts, kissing your soft lips.. I'm certainly going to miss that the most. You're the most beautiful, funny, perfect girl I have ever met and I'm so sorry I have to leave you. But hey, this is like the most romantic movie plot ever right? I can see it now.. Louis & [Y/N]'s Sad Ending Love Story. Seriously, talk to Paul about this, it would be a big hit! I'm sorry this note isn't very sentimental or emotional.. If i get into talking about how much I'm going to miss you I will start to cyusiu. Sorry, I meant to write cry, but my tear smudged my two words into a weird jumble of letters. Well, let me just say that I love you so much. You are the light of my life, my reason to live.. Oh god here come the tears again. I better go before my beautiful note turns into a big smudge. I love you forever and I will never forget you. From your very emotional boyfriend, Louis. xx

Niall: Hey princess. Its Niall here.. well you probably already know that from my horrible handwriting. :) I'm trying to get my mind off of the surgery that is coming up, so I have decided to write you this note. Okay, so, i guess since you are reading this I really have died. Wow, that is hard to think of. I'll never see your beautiful face anymore, or get to say I love you.. that's even harder to think of. I love you so much and I hope you know that. You have been here through it all, the ups, the downs, but we have had some really good times. Remember when I tried to teach you guitar, and you broke it? Really, I'm sorry, but how do you manage to break a guitar? If it was just one string I would understand, but you broke every single string! But that's okay, because it was worth it to see you smile. Your smile is so beautiful. It's like a bright star that got taken out of the sky and put in your mouth. Hehe, mouth star. :) I'm sorry, let me get to my point. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and it hurts me so much thinking that I have to leave you. But hey, you get to live. You need a heart, and since you have already stolen mine, I figure that is only right that you should get it for real. When we found out about your heart problems... we cried for days. We just stayed in bed holding each other tight, assuring each other that it would be okay. But it wasn't. And now here I am, saving you like the real princess you are. The doctors are wheeling me into the surgery room now, so I guess I have to go. I love you baby, and I hope you live a long, happy life. I can't wait to see you up in heaven. Hugs and Kisses, Niall.

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