God gave us different emotions.
Don't be to focused on just one.
BANG,PEEP,BANG!!!
I hit my ring finger trying to shut up the alarm clock.
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"Ugh!, 5:30a.m."
I got up despite the fact that Link and went to bed after 11:00 p.m. I took a shower and headed down stairs to make my
слива, абрикос, черника. Фруктовый смузи.
( plum, apricot, blueberry fruit smoothie ) and read a page a my positive Devocion book.
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"Hey Lex" Link said coming through the front door. "What are you doing up?"
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" What am I... I doing up? What the hell are you doing up it's 6:00 in the morning and you CAME home. It's not like you leavening now. At what time did you wake up!?"
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" I never went to bed, I took a shower when we came home, had a 4 1/2 nap or then around 3:35 I took another shower had a granola bar and went for a jog. Will you now answer my question?"
He said in one breath, with not even one sweat coming down or even seen. He looked as if he had just gone out to get the mail. I was in shock.
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" Um well I've been getting up at 6:00 a.m to have a fruit o vegetable smoothie and the go for a jog or do a workout. But aren't you tired? Are you going to sleep now?
I was still confused on how he was able to do that with little sleep and jet lag.
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" Don't know what I'm going to do now, maby eat or shower; but I am going to sleep because I do feel tired now.
I spoke to Harriet and we're going to meet up for lunch later. So have a good run and see you later. Oh, please be safe and bring your pocketknife."
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" Ok, well i'm going on a run and then we're going to meet up with Kol so after I don't know what I'm going to do, but yeah good night to you and by the way, it's jog not running. I still don't do that. See you when you wake up."
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"By the way Running is better, but whatever" said with an eye role followed with a sweet laugh as Link headed up the stairs.
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"Sweet dreams"
As I finished my drink and tying my shoes and left the house to my 4 mile jog.
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Jogging for me is a stress reliever, distraction, a sort a meditation. One foot front of the other... in front of yourself moving forward.
After a while even if your tired they begin to move "alone". Running removes daily problems that you knowingly can't do anything resolve them.
It gives a power to just be satisfied at doing nothing to something you can't fix. Zero. Nada. Cero responsabilidades.
My mind goes to peace knowing that I'm not a $100 bill to make everyone happy or even like me. Your mind begin to leave your body; to imagine a utopia.
Hands must be in synchronization with your feet. Feeling the wind against your body pushing you. Lungs filling with air then letting it go... it feels liberating.
But you begin to realize that the perfect utopia isn't real as you reach the end and all becomes silly, simple things.
Once you're done, feeling the pain gives me more will and determination. For me feeling the pain makes me happy because it means I have something to lose.
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I usually go on the jog with Kol and Harriet. But we simply decided to me up at are favorite •Tots&Turns • Breakfast Cafe•
By the time I got there it was 6:53.
"Ugh,finally. I waited for Kol and you ALONE for like 7 minutes."
"Well good morning to you too Arrie (Harriet). I'm not even late... what like 4 minutes max." As I throw myself into the table chair.
I see that her eyes have this sneaky and giggly glare in them.
"OMGOSH!!!... wow, yo-your bad. What a bad girl you are". Sarcastically said with a laugh.
"You just got here, didn't you. ?"
Soon we see Kol's car park next to us. To see him get out and walk towards us.
"Who just got here?" Kol yells as he gets closer. "If it was me well then... DUH, you got to save the best for last right."
He almost always had a super positive attitude and big geeky smile on. Caregiver and happy clown of our group.
"Don't jinx you luck" still out of breath I say. "But no, we were just commenting on how Mis HARRIET here... tried to make me feel like a shitty friend. ... She had the nerves to tell me I was LATE !"
I brought my hand to dry the fake tears that I had. Along with the playful cry.
"You have so explaining to do." Harriet asked Kol as she drank her Dragon and pomegranate fruit juice. Laid back in the chair with her legs crossed and shades on.
"Why have you come in a car? You sneaky cheater. You have no right to obtain your Prize."
As she slurped the last of hers with a smile a delight and face rubbing.
"Well, FYI Harriet,... I'm going to the laboratory to make sure my body is doing A - ok. Unlike you, when was the last time you went miss I'm so perfect?
Plus I came over knowing we're going to meet this morning and wanted to see if one of you can come with me?"
"Cant Astrid take you?" I ask as I set down Kol and my drinks.
"If she could, would I be here? He said with an obvious tone.
As I looked over at Arie, she did her best, acted as if she had not heard a word.
"But hey, your his sister in law. It should be your job!." I say with a "crying" look on my face.
But, I'm YOUR sister in law too. Plus, I'm meeting Link later,so... I can't."
"Arie, that's for lunch, it's not even 9:00 am."
" Do you think this, happens in 30 mins?" She says signaling her body. With a clueless Cinderella look.
And with that look I knew, I was to be the designated Driver.
"Come on" I say as grabbing my drink, heading to the car.
"Oh you want to leave now!?" Kol said rushing to get his drink and following behind me.
Well, it's 7:34, today's Monday and I suppose you appointment is at,... what 8:00. Right; so yeah we leaving now.
Have a great time, Arie screamed
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