I'm waking up in 7:40 from my alarm. It's the morning of the 2 of September. I'm rubbing my eyes and stretches my back and trying not to go back to sleep. I'm checking my phone to see the time. It's 7:43, I have seven minutes to make me a cap of coffee.
I'm getting out of bad and looking in the mirror. I look awful. Im wearing a black t and a pair of gray sweats with a massy bun.
Last night Jane came to my house so I wouldn't be alone. We watched some movie and ordered pizza.
When my coffee is ready I'm heading beck to my room and going to the balcony. It's exactly 7:50 I'm sitting on the chair and putting my cap on the little high table.
It's 7:51. He's late. He's never late.
I'm starting to worry. What if something happened? Oh I'm not ready for something to happened.
In exactly 7:55 he went out to his balcony.
He's sitting on a chair and throw his packet of cigarettes on a table that looks as same as mine. I'm taking a sip from my coffee as he took a drag from the cigarette. He's 'dressed' his usual: only his brief.
"I wonder what his name is" I mumble to myself.
"Diana!" My mom's calling me from the in side of my room. He looks up. Our eyes meets. My mom is calling me again but I just can't look away from his light brown eyes. After a minute who felt like an hour I get up from the chair as his eyes scanning my body, and living the balcony. I'm seeing my mom and asking her what she wants.
"Your dad called." Those three words just ruined my day.
I was shocked. It can't be, he can't be really calling and asking for me.
"What did he say?" I asked her. "He wants to meet you". Oh.
"it's being 5 years. 5 fucking years". I yelled.
My mom shrugged her shoulders and left my room. I was so furious, i went to the balcony to take my cap of coffee. He was still there, looking at me from his balcony.
As he continue looking at me i crashes the cap onto the floor. I look at him one last time and get inside my room to dress up for school because Jane is supposed to be at my house in 10 minutes to pick me up.
I'm going to the closet and picking a dark blue mini skirt , a tight black t shirt and a pair of light black tights. I'm putting some mascara and eyeliner.
my phone rings and I see it's Jane, I'm not answering. I'm taking my bag full of books and hading out of my house.
I'm entering into Jane's car putting my bag on the back sit with tears in my eyes. Jane notice and she asked me waht's wrong. I sigh and answering "my father called my mom and ask if he and I could meet".
She was shoked after a minute she take in what i said, she turns to me and saying " wow". "I know" i tell her back. "it's being 5 years".
"I know" that's all that can get out of my mouth.
after a minute of silence she asking me what I'm going to do and i said that i dont know.
"He noticed me today though" I said after five minutes to change the subject. "REALLY? wow, I have to see how's he looks like" Jane says, so I just nodded. the rest of the ride was passed in silence. we met Barbara at the gates of the school and I'm going stright to class to avoid contact with other people.
At lunch Jane and Barbara see I'm not in the bast mood so thay come out with an idea. "Hay Diana" Barbara started. "Mhm" I looked up from my food who I barely touched when Jane started talking about a party the student from the privet school organizing for the beginning of the semester. "So do you want to go there?" she ask eventually. "yeah, why not, fuck it" i said in a rush. "yes!" thay said together. "when and where is it?" I asked. "At nine in one of Ben's friends, today"(Ben is Barbara's rich boyfriend). "Cool, Jane you are gonna pick me up right? Assuming that Ben is taking Barbara" I said as i looked at Barbara to confirm that im right, and she said I was correct.
It's 9 pm and me and Jane still in my cloust picking me up clothes.
"Im telling you, you should definitely wear that drass" she sighs with her hands on her face. "No, it's makes me look fat." I protested.
"OMG!, just wear something, jesus."
"Ok, ok chill... I think i'll go with the black tight dress who's open in the back"
"Oh thank god"
I rolled my eyes and went to take a shower. After the shower I arranged my curls the way I like and put on mascara and eyeliner and had back to my room from the bathroom. Jane is laying down on my bad playing something on her phone. She's wearing jeans with some guinness tears in the knees and a white tight tank top. She look up at me and saying I look beautiful and that we should start going because it's already 9:37.
We're parking in a parking space Barbara saved us after Ban's car.
As we're going to the front door Jane started talking to me. "Diana listen I have to tell you someting". "What is it?" I'm asking and before Jane could answer, the door opened wide, its Barbara.
"Hello girls, I wondered when you would come".
"Well here we are, ready to party" Jane says with a little disappointment in her eyes.
I will ask her about it later. I need to forget everything that happen in the morning now (well exsept from what happened with him, ugh i wish i knew his name) and deal with everyting tomorrow or something.
the house is huge as I walks in it. ugh rich people.
I'm pulling Jane by her arm to the kitchen. I need a drink.
I'm pouring to my red plastic cap some drink with the smell of cherry.
I'm going to the living room with Jane after she poured herself the same drink i had and we started dancing to the sound of the loud music.
Oh no, oh hell no that's cant be real. "What the actual FUCK!" i yell. Jane is looking at me with a confused look.
he looks at me with the same look from the morning, a curious one. his eyes never left mine as I'm passing out and my had and the floor meets.
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