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Alayna's POV

“Alayna, I don’t know what to say. I mean, I feel the same way for you. I try not to but I love you so much, more than I should. I don’t want to hurt Valentina but I want to be with you as well. You don’t know how hard it was for me to see you with all those other guys because I loved you first. Things are different now. I’m not saying I don’t want you, I just can’t be with you,” he said.

My heart sunk. I saw this coming but it still hurts. A part of me hoped that there was a small chance for us.

“I know I understand. I just…I just needed to tell you because I have been holding it in to long. It was hurting me. I needed to get it out. I fully understand what you are saying though. I get it,” I said getting up and walking to my room.

“Alayna, stop,” he said grabbing me from behind. “I didn’t mean to hurt or break your heart. You are my best friend and I still care for you. I don’t want hurt you. I‘m sorry,” he said gently.

“Don’t be sorry. Its not you fault its mine. You didn’t break my heart, I broke it by falling for you even though I knew there wasn’t a chance for us,” I told him. I pulled my arm from his grasps. “I just need sometime by myself.”

I walked up to my room and pulled out my cellphone. I found the number I was looking for and pressed dial. After a couple of rings Cara answered the phone.

“Look bitch you better have a good fucking reason to be waking me up from my beauty sleep. You have any fucking idea of what time it is?” she said angrily into the phone. I let a sob escape my mouth, “Oh fuck, Laynie was wrong honey?” she said.

“Ney-Neymar, I-I told him that, that I loved him and he loves me back,” I said.

“Well, that’s great sweetie. Why are you crying this is supposed to be a great thing? Now you can plan for that prefect life together that you always talked about,” she said.

“Yeah but he doesn’t want to be with me. I knew it wouldn’t work out the way I wanted it to but the screwed up part is that I had this picture in my head of how it was supposed to be and its not. And now, I don’t know what to do, or how to act around him. It’s going to be so fucking awkward and everything is a mess now,” I told her.

“Hey, cheer up baby girl. Everything is going to be okay. Now you can move on and find someone else to fall in love with. It will be great, better than great it will be magnificent,” she said. I smiled.

“Yeah, you right” I told her.

“I know I am. You just have to move on,” she said.

“What if I can’t move on?” I said.

“Then fight for him,” she said.

“I don’t know”

“Yeah, scheme to get your man. Have sex with him and get pregnant” she said.

“No, that’s a terrible plan” I said. “Having sex with him isn’t going to make him leave her and a baby wont make him stay with me.”

“He stayed with Valentina,” she said trying to find reason.

“That is a huge difference, plus I don’t want to be a home wrecker. I am just going to pick up the pieces and move on. I don’t know why I am so upset. I knew this would happen,” I told her.

“Yeah, but that is doesn’t mean that it would hurt any less. You are out there in Barcelona, I am sure there is some really hot guy out there that will gladly help you take your mind off things,” she said.

I laughed, “Yeah, whatever. Thanks for being a great friend”

“You know I am always here for you girlie. And everything is going to be all right. Maybe not today but eventually it will get better. Hang in there girl and find me a really cute Spanish guy to play with if or when I come visit,” she laughed.

“Okay, go to sleep” I said.

“I will, love you honey bunches,” she said.

“Love you too,” I said hanging the phone up.

Cara is right. I pulled out my phone and went to my music and played Ron Pope’s music until sleep took me.

*

I woke up from my nap. I felt better than I did early but I needed to get out of this place. I picked up my phone and call Marc.

“Hello” he said.

“Hey, it Alayna. I am free tonight and I remember you promising to take me to see the Magic Fountain of Montjuic,” I said.

“Are you okay?” he said.

“Yeah, I just need to get out of this house,” I told him.

“No problem, I will be over in twenty minutes dress comfortably,” he said.

“Okay, see you then” I said hanging up the phone.

I walked to the closet and picked out a great outfit that was a type of outfit that you could go anywhere in. Moving on is really hard to do but in the end its what is best.

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So, What do you think about Neymar not wanting to be with Alayna?

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