Chris Motionless is kissing me. What the fuck? He has me against the bus, hands on my hips, lip rings against mine; truthfully, I don't want it to end. Then the door opened.
"Fuck." Chris mumbled pulling away. "Hey Balz! Can you take her home?"
"Yeah sure wha-" Balz replied but was interrupted.
"Thanks! Bye guys!" He got on the tour bus without another word.
"Shall we?" Balz said.
"Kay." I said as we started walking towards my house.
"Do I dare even ask?" He said awkwardly.
"I don't even know."
"You know you got lipstick on your mouth..." He said after a few seconds with a laugh.
"Yeah that's usually where it goes." I replied sarcastically.
"Yeah but it's Chris's lipstick."
"Fuck!" I said wiping my mouth on the back of my hand.
"Wanna tell me what happened now?"
"Well uh he kissed me..." I said looking down.
"Wow. Did you like it?"
"I didn't even know he liked you like that."
"Me either. I can't say I mind too much I just wish he didn't just take off like that."
"You know what Chris is like. He likes to keep things private. He's not being an asshole just safe."
"Yeah I suppose." I said as we got to my driveway. My dad was waiting by the garage.
"Well I'll drop you off at work tomorrow and we can talk about it on the way there alright?"
"Yeah sure. Thanks love." I said smiling and hugging him.
"Your dad looks pissed." He whispered in my ear.
"I know."I laughed still hugging him.
"I like it."
"Whatever I'll see you in the morning." I said letting go finally.
"Alright bye hun." He said kissing my cheek and leaving.
"You're late." My dad said dryly.
"And?" I said walking past him.
"Knock your shit off. I'm your father and I shouldn't be disrespected like this all the time! I told you to be back at 10 and it's almost 11!"
"You don't deserve respect. You're a fucking drunk. Also it's not my fault I'm late! You took my phone!"
"Have it back." He said tossing my precious iPhone (which I pay for) at me. I caught it like a ninja.
"Don't throw my stuff around dick-fuck." I said walking up to the door.
"Don't fucking call me that! You're not allowed to! You can only call me by first name!" I could see Balz standing at the corner watching us argue. He was so protective and I was great full.
"Whatever! And I told you I don't like when you hang out with those guys. They're too old for you."
"Yeah well your girlfriend is too young for you so what does it matter how old my friends are? I'm almost 18 almost an adult. Just 16 more days Cody and you can't tell me who I can and can't hang out with." I walked in the house, slammed the door, and went to my room. After a few minutes I decided to text Balz since my phone was back.
Bella: Hey love!!<3
Balz: Fuck yeah you got your phone back!
Bella: Haha yeah I missed it so much! Cody fucking threw it at me and my heart stopped for a second! >.<
Balz: Ha. I saw. So what happened with Cody?
Bella: Same shit as always. You guys are too old for me. I'm disrespectful towards him.
Balz: Oh joy.
Bella: Haha so are you back at the house yet?
Balz: Just got in. Chris is nowhere to be seen if you're wondering.
Bella: Please talk to him tonight if you can I wanna know what that was all about.
Balz: I will don't worry. I'm curious too. :p
Bella: Thanks! Well I'm de-makeup-ing and heading to bed. Sleepy vampire. >,.,<
Balz: Alright night Dracula's (Chris's) bride!
Bella: Not cool Balz. :p
Balz: Uh huh go to sleep :p love you!
Bella: Yeah yeah love you too! :)
I put my headphones in and played Motionless in White Creatures album. I was so proud of my boys. Especially Chris. His voice improves every time I hear it. I still remember when he would take care of me cause I was a little kid but I always wanted to hang out with the older kids. He didn't mind he told me he actually loved taking care of me. I got tired easily so he would bring me home and sing me to sleep. He was about 13 or 14 then. His voice was pretty and soothing to me. A couple of times before he left he would kiss my forehead. I wonder if he's liked me that long or if it was just a friend thing.
I finished taking my makeup off. Chris always said I was beautiful I just thought I was pretty. I was pale, blue black hair and I had dark brown eyes. My skin was clear except for some acne scars from when I was younger. I had one lip ring on my left side. That was me.
My thoughts took over and it was suddenly a little hard to believe not even an hour ago my best friend that I've know my whole life and singer for Motionless in White, Chris Motionless, kissed my lips. It seemed so unreal. I could still feel his hands on my hips holding me against the cold bus. I wanted to kiss him again until our lungs gave out. I just hoped he would talk to josh so I would know how he felt.