Day 41 - January 9, 2012

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        I think I've done it. I think I've finally moved on.Seeing him on the first day of school made me realize he doesn't give two shits about me. He doesn't. I annoy him and it's apparent that my presence bothers him.         

                I deserve it though. I'm a bitch haha. He only glares at me with disgust. I can see it. He hates what I do for him and I only annoy him. The boy who made me want to stay alive wants me to die. Haha. I am only a burden.

        But hey, at least I moved on, right? 

        But they aren't him.

        We drove him away. We can't. It's time to move on.

        You still love him.

        I always will. But I've moved on.

        He sees me as a disgusting, regretful mistake. He doesn't even have to tell me that because I can see it. But I met this new guy who lives so far away. He's not my type.

        But at least I moved on, right?

Until then, forever a burden..

-Zoë.

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