How...?

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How...?

How have I lived like this?

I want to cutt myself,

To feel the wonderful,

Warm,

Red blood running down my scarred arm,

To feel the relief,

To feel in control...

I'm dead..

I hate this life,

How can anyone enjoy this World??

HOW?!

I feel like a roller coaster,

Up and down,

Somedays I'm up

Some days I'm down,

And lately...

I've been down..

But I will continue to act like I'm fine,

Because I don't want to be known as the 'freak'

'Over emotional'

I don't want to be in counciling..

So I'll act like I have

MIRACEROUSLY

Gotten better,

Like I'm happy,

Like I accually ENJOY life

What's the point?

How am I suppose to go on like this?

HOW?!

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